Turning quickly, therefore, from this barren contemplation to one better
suited to her inclinations, Julia's thoughts resumed the agreeable
reverie from which she had been awakened. She also could paint, and
after twenty trials she at length sketched an outline of the figure of a
man that answered to Anna's description, and satisfied her own eye.
Without being conscious of the theft, she had copied from a print of the
Apollo, and clothed it in the uniform which Bonaparte is said to have
worn. A small scar was traced on the cheek in such a manner that
although it might be fancied as the ravages of a bullet, it admirably
answered all the purposes of a dimple. Two epaulettes graced the
shoulders of the hero; and before the picture was done, although it was
somewhat at variance with republican principles, an aristocratical star
glittered on its breast. Had he his birth-right, thought Julia, it
would be there in reality; and this idea amply justified the innovation.
To this image, which it took several days to complete, certain verses
were addressed also, but they were never submitted to the confidence of
her friend. The whole subject was now beginning to be too sacred even
for such a communication; and as the mind of Julia every hour became
more entranced with its new master, her delicacy shrunk from an exposure
of her weakness: it was getting too serious for the light compositions
of epistolary correspondence.
We furnish a copy of the lines, as they are not only indicative of her
feelings, but may give the reader some idea of the powers of her
imagination.
"Beloved image of a god-like mind,
"In sacred privacy thy power I feel;
"What bright perfection in thy form's combin'd!
"How sure to injure, and how kind to heal.
"Thine eagle eye bedazzles e'en the brain,
"Thy gallant brow bespeaks the front of Jove;
"While smiles enchant me, tears in torrents rain,
"And each seductive charm impels to love.
"Ah! hapless maid, why daring dost thou prove
"The hidden dangers of the urchin's dart;
"Why fix thine eye on this, the god of love,
"And heedless think thee to retain thy heart?"
This was but one of fifty similar effusions, in which Julia poured forth
her soul. The flame was kept alive by frequent letters from her friend,
in all of which she dwelt with rapture on the moment of their re-union,
and never failed to mention Antonio in a manner that added new fuel to
the fire that already began to consume Julia, and, in some degree, to
undermine her health, at least she thought so.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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