"Let us proceed with caution, my love," said Miss Emmerson, kissing her
niece--"Do you postpone your invitation until September, when, if you
continue of the same mind, we will give Anna the desired invitation: in
the mean while prepare yourself for what I know will be a most agreeable
surprise."
CHAPTER IV.
Although Julia spent most of her time with her aunt and cousin,
opportunities for meditation were not wanting: in the retirement of her
closet she perused and re-perused the frequent letters of her friend.
The modesty of Julia, or rather shame, would have prevented her from
making Anna acquainted with all her feelings, but it would have been
treason to her friendship not to have poured out a little of her soul at
the feet of Miss Miller. Accordingly, in her letters, Julia did not
avoid the name of Antonio. She mentioned it often, but with womanly
delicacy, if not with discretion. The seeds of constant association had,
unknown to herself, taken deep root, and it was not in the power of Anna
Miller to eradicate impressions which had been fastened by the example
of the aunt, and cherished by the society of her cousin. Although
deluded, weak, and even indiscreet, Julia was not indelicate. Yet
enough escaped her to have given any experienced eye an insight into the
condition of her mind, had Anna chosen to have exposed her letters to
any one. The danger of such a correspondence should alone deter any
prudent female from its indulgence. Society has branded the man with
scorn who dares abuse the confidence of a woman in this manner; and the
dread of the indignation of his associates makes it an offence which is
rarely committed by the other sex: but there is no such obligation
imposed on women, and that frequently passes for a joke which harrows
every feeling that is dear to the female breast, and violates all that
is delicate and sensitive in our nature. Surely, where it is necessary
from any adventitious circumstances to lay the heart open in this
manner, it should only be done to those whose characters are connected
with our own, and who feel ridicule inflicted on us, as disgrace heaped
on themselves. A peculiar evil of these confidential friendships is,
that they are most liable to occur, when, from their youth, their
victims are the least guarded; and, at the same time, from inconstancy,
the most liable to change. Happily, however, for Julia's peace of mind,
she foresaw no such dangers from her intimacy with Anna, and letter and
answer passed between them, at short intervals, during the remainder of
the summer. We shall give but one more specimen of each, as they have
strong resemblance to one another--we select two that were written late
in August.
"My own and beloved Julia,
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