"For me, Lorenzo," said the Countess, "there is no hope. Worlds could
not purchase for me another hour's life. We meet now for the last time!
You are ill, Lorenzo,--you have travelled far--I should not have sent to
you--I trouble you too much. But I am going on a long journey--a travel
from which I shall not return. I am a weak creature--too weak--but I am
dying. Bless you, Lorenzo, for thinking of me this once! I shall die
now content--content and happy. For I shall not have seen him, for whom
I sacrificed both life and honour--while I still lived--devoted to
another."
Avarice, ambition, terror, may have mercy; but there is one passion
lurks within the human breast, whose very instinct's murder. Once
lodged within the heart, for life it rules--ascendant and alone! Sports
in the solitude like an antic fiend; it feeds on blood, and rivers would
not sate its appetite. Minds strongest in worth and valour stoop to
meanness and disgrace before it. The meanest soul--the weakest--it can
give courage to, beyond the daring of despair! What is the sting which
no balm can assuage? What is the wound that death alone can heal? What
is the injury that--once done--can never be repaired? whose is the sword
that, once when drawn, the scabbard must be cast away for ever? When is
it that man has no ear but for the tale that falls like molten lead upon
his brain; no eye but for the plucked-out heart of him he hates; no
hand but for that clutch--that one last clutch--which earth may not
resist--that gripes his dagger? Who is it that bears about him a life,
horrible to himself, and dangerous to the world? Who has been wise,
yet now will cast away reason?--was kind and pitiful, yet mimics the
humanity of the wild dog? Who is it hews his foe to mammocks; writes
"Acquittal" on his tomb--and dies? Who is it that stabs, yet will not
blame; drinks--as his draught of life--another's blood; yet feels there
is but one relief--to shed his own? That wretch is JEALOUS! Oh! talk not
of remembrance--consciousness beyond the grave!--once sleeping, let the
jealous never wake again! Pity him, whatever his crimes! Were they ten
thousand fathom past the reach of mercy, they are punished. The gamester
whose last piece is lost--the merchant whose whole risk the sea has
swallowed up--the child whose air-bubble has burst,--may each create
a bauble like the former! But he whose treasure was in woman's love;
who trusted as men once trust, and was deceived!--that hope once
gone! weep--search--regret--despair--seek thyself blind--there
is again no finding--no restoring it! Woman! symbol of woe, and
nature's weakness! gamester of hope and happiness! thy love must be
integral--single--perfect--or be nothing. Like the glass toy that has
amused thy childhood, entire it sparkles, shining, bright, and precious;
but from the farthest thread--the finest--break off but one fibre--it is
gone--form--shape--design--material--substance! That flaw has shivered
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