New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Short stories; Theater -- Fiction
He is still having his “fling.” But he has been from the first most
obedient and unquestioning to his benefactress. He goes nowhere, does
nothing, without previously obtaining permission from her.
She is proud of the advancement that he has accomplished already, and
she is determined to make him a conspicuous figure upon the stage.
What is it that actuates this girl in her endeavour to elevate this boy
in the world? What the mystery that brought to the gamin this guardian
angel in the form of a variety actress who mingles bright sayings with
lack of grammar, who tells Rabelaisian anecdotes in one minute and
philosophizes in slang about the issues of life the next?
“You're in love with him, aren't you?” I said, as the train plunged on
through the darkness.
“I don't know whether I am or not. He's just a kid, you know. I suppose
the proper end of such a romance is that we should marry. But then I
wouldn't be married to a man that I couldn't look up to.”
“But women don't invariably love that way. I'm sure you're in love with
the boy. Have you never thought as to whether you were or not?”
“Have I? I should smile! I thought of it even on the first night,
after I picked him up, when I locked him in his room. But I have always
regarded him in a sort of motherly way, although only a year older. It
seems kind of unnatural for me to love him as a woman loves a man. If he
was only older!”
“Ah, that wish is sure evidence that you love him!”
“One thing I do know is that, though he always obeys me, he doesn't care
as much for me as I do for him.”
“How do you know that?”
“He wouldn't think so much of other girls if he did. He doesn't look
upon me as a woman for him to fall in love with. He regards me as
an older sister. Why, he never even takes a girl to supper after the
performance without asking my permission.”
“And you give it?”
“Yes; but he never knows how I feel when I do.”
“And how do you feel then?”
“The first time he asked me, it was like a knife going through me. I
haven't got used to it yet.”
She paused for a time before adding:
“But, anyhow, he's going to make a name for himself some day. He has it
in him. I'm not the only one that thinks so. I'm trying now to get him
to go to a school of acting, but he thinks variety is good enough for
him. He'll get over that, though.”
She spoke so tenderly and yet so proudly of him, that I could not
without a pang of pity meditate upon the probable outcome of this
attachment, which, according to the logic of realists, will be the boy's
eventual success in life, long after he will have forgotten the hand
that lifted him out of the depth in which he first opened his eyes.
He knows nothing of his parentage. His benefactress once sought, by
means of Inspector Byrnes's penetrating eye, to pierce the clouds
surrounding his origin, but the inspector smiled at the hopelessness of
the attempt.
“Where is he now?” I asked.
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