Fortunately for my wounded sensibility, the midsummer holydays
came on, and I returned home. My mother, as usual, inquired into
all my school concerns, my little pleasures, and cares, and
sorrows; for boyhood has its share of the one as well as of the
others. I told her all, and she was indignant at the treatment I
had experienced. She fired up at the arrogance of the squire, and
the prudery of the daughter; and as to the school-master, she
wondered where was the use of having school-masters, and why boys
could not remain at home and be educated by tutors, under the eye
of their mothers. She asked to see the verses I had written, and
she was delighted with them; for to confess the truth, she had a
pretty taste in poetry. She even showed to them to the parson’s
wife, who protested they were charming, and the parson’s three
daughters insisted on each having a copy of them.
All this was exceedingly balsamic, and I was still more consoled
and encouraged, when the young ladies, who were the
blue-stockings of the neighborhood, and had read Dr. Johnson’s
lives quite through, assured my mother that great geniuses never
studied, but were always idle; upon which I began to surmise that
I was myself something out of the common run. My father, however,
was of a very different opinion, for when my mother, in the pride
of her heart, showed him my copy of verses, he threw them out of
the window, asking her “if she meant to make a ballad monger of
the boy.” But he was a careless, common-thinking man, and I
cannot say that I ever loved him much; my mother absorbed all my
filial affection.
I used occasionally, during holydays, to be sent on short visits
to the uncle, who was to make me his heir; they thought it would
keep me in his mind, and render him fond of me. He was a
withered, anxious-looking old fellow, and lived in a desolate old
country seat, which he suffered to go to ruin from absolute
niggardliness. He kept but one man-servant, who had lived, or
rather starved, with him for years. No woman was allowed to sleep
in the house. A daughter of the old servant lived by the gate, in
what had been a porter’s lodge, and was permitted to come into
the house about an hour each day, to make the beds, and cook a
morsel of provisions.
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