I had not enterprise or impudence enough to venture from my
concealment; indeed, I felt like an arrant poacher, until I read
one or two of Ovid’s Metamorphoses, when I pictured myself as
some sylvan deity, and she a coy wood nymph of whom I was in
pursuit. There is something extremely delicious in these early
awakenings of the tender passion. I can feel, even at this
moment, the thrilling of my boyish bosom, whenever by chance I
caught a glimpse of her white frock fluttering among the
shrubbery. I now began to read poetry. I carried about in my
bosom a volume of Waller, which I had purloined from my mother’s
library; and I applied to my little fair one all the compliments
lavished upon Sacharissa.
At length I danced with her at a school ball. I was so awkward a
booby, that I dared scarcely speak to her; I was filled with awe
and embarrassment in her presence; but I was so inspired that my
poetical temperament for the first time broke out in verse; and I
fabricated some glowing lines, in which I be-rhymed the little
lady under the favorite name of Sacharissa. I slipped the verses,
trembling and blushing, into her hand the next Sunday as she came
out of church. The little prude handed them to her mamma; the
mamma handed them to the squire, the squire, who had no soul for
poetry, sent them in dudgeon to the school-master; and the
school-master, with a barbarity worthy of the dark ages, gave me
a sound and peculiarly humiliating flogging for thus trespassing
upon Parnassus.
This was a sad outset for a votary of the muse. It ought to have
cured me of my passion for poetry; but it only confirmed it, for
I felt the spirit of a martyr rising within me. What was as well,
perhaps, it cured me of my passion for the young lady; for I felt
so indignant at the ignominious horsing I had incurred in
celebrating her charms, that I could not hold up my head in
church.
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