I looked around the room on other pictures, either to divert my
attention, or to see whether the same effect would be produced by
them. Some of them were grim enough to produce the effect, if the
mere grimness of the painting produced it—no such thing. My eye
passed over them all with perfect indifference, but the moment it
reverted to this visage over the fire-place, it was as if an
electric shock darted through me. The other pictures were dim and
faded; but this one protruded from a plain black ground in the
strongest relief, and with wonderful truth of coloring. The
expression was that of agony—the agony of intense bodily pain;
but a menace scowled upon the brow, and a few sprinklings of
blood added to its ghastliness. Yet it was not all these
characteristics—it was some horror of the mind, some inscrutable
antipathy awakened by this picture, which harrowed up my
feelings.
I tried to persuade myself that this was chimerical; that my
brain was confused by the fumes of mine host’s good cheer, and,
in some measure, by the odd stories about paintings which had
been told at supper. I determined to shake off these vapors of
the mind; rose from my chair, and walked about the room; snapped
my fingers; rallied myself; laughed aloud. It was a forced laugh,
and the echo of it in the old chamber jarred upon my ear. I
walked to the window; tried to discern the landscape through the
glass. It was pitch darkness, and howling storm without; and as I
heard the wind moan among the trees, I caught a reflection of
this accursed visage in the pane of glass, as though it were
staring through the window at me. Even the reflection of it was
thrilling.
How was this vile nervous fit, for such I now persuaded myself it
was, to be conquered? I determined to force myself not to look at
the painting but to undress quickly and get into bed. I began to
undress, but in spite of every effort I could not keep myself
from stealing a glance every now and then at the picture; and a
glance was now sufficient to distress me. Even when my back was
turned to it, the idea of this strange face behind me, peering
over my shoulder, was insufferable. I threw off my clothes and
hurried into bed; but still this visage gazed upon me. I had a
full view of it from my bed, and for some time could not take my
eyes from it. I had grown nervous to a dismal degree.
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