My agitation moved her to tears; but she saw nothing in my
situation so hopeless as I had depicted it. Brought up in a
convent, she knew nothing of the world, its wants, its
cares;—and, indeed, what woman is a worldly casuist in matters of
the heart!—Nay, more—she kindled into a sweet enthusiasm when she
spoke of my fortunes and myself. We had dwelt together on the
works of the famous masters. I had related to her their
histories; the high reputation, the influence, the magnificence
to which they had attained;—the companions of princes, the
favorites of kings, the pride and boast of nations. All this she
applied to me. Her love saw nothing in their greatest productions
that I was not able to achieve; and when I saw the lovely
creature glow with fervor, and her whole countenance radiant with
the visions of my glory, which seemed breaking upon her, I was
snatched up for the moment into the heaven of her own
imagination.
I am dwelling too long upon this part of my story; yet I cannot
help Lingering over a period of my life, on which, with all its
cares and conflicts, I look back with fondness; for as yet my
soul was unstained by a crime. I do not know what might have been
the result of this struggle between pride, delicacy, and passion,
had I not read in a Neapolitan gazette an account of the sudden
death of my brother. It was accompanied by an earnest inquiry for
intelligence concerning me, and a prayer, should this notice meet
my eye, that I would hasten to Naples, to comfort an infirm and
afflicted father.
I was naturally of an affectionate disposition; but my brother
had never been as a brother to me; I had long considered myself
as disconnected from him, and his death caused me but little
emotion. The thoughts of my father, infirm and suffering, touched
me, however, to the quick; and when I thought of him, that lofty,
magnificent being, now bowed down and desolate, and suing to me
for comfort, all my resentment for past neglect was subdued, and
a glow of filial affection was awakened within me.
The predominant feeling, however, that overpowered all others was
transport at the sudden change in my whole fortunes. A home—a
name—a rank—wealth awaited me; and love painted a still more
rapturous prospect in the distance. I hastened to Bianca, and
threw myself at her feet. “Oh, Bianca,” exclaimed I, “at length I
can claim you for my own. I am no longer a nameless adventurer, a
neglected, rejected outcast. Look—read, behold the tidings that
restore me to my name and to myself!”
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