As the bark bore me out of the harbor of Genoa, how eagerly my
eyes Stretched along the coast of Sestri, till it discerned the
villa gleaming from among trees at the foot of the mountain. As
long as day lasted, I gazed and gazed upon it, till it lessened
and lessened to a mere white speck in the distance; and still my
intense and fixed gaze discerned it, when all other objects of
the coast had blended into indistinct confusion, or were lost in
the evening gloom.
On arriving at Naples, I hastened to my paternal home. My heart
yearned for the long-withheld blessing of a father’s love. As I
entered the proud portal of the ancestral palace, my emotions
were so great that I could not speak. No one knew me. The
servants gazed at me with curiosity and surprise. A few years of
intellectual elevation and development had made a prodigious
change in the poor fugitive stripling from the convent. Still
that no one should know me in my rightful home was overpowering.
I felt like the prodigal son returned. I was a stranger in the
house of my father. I burst into tears, and wept aloud. When I
made myself known, however, all was changed. I who had once been
almost repulsed from its walls, and forced to fly as an exile,
was welcomed back with acclamation, with servility. One of the
servants hastened to prepare my father for my reception; my
eagerness to receive the paternal embrace was so great that I
could not await his return; but hurried after him.
What a spectacle met my eyes as I entered the chamber! My father,
whom I had left in the pride of vigorous age, whose noble and
majestic bearing had so awed my young imagination, was bowed down
and withered into decrepitude. A paralysis had ravaged his
stately form, and left it a shaking ruin. He sat propped up in
his chair, with pale, relaxed visage and glassy, wandering eye.
His intellects had evidently shared in the ravage of his frame.
The servant was endeavoring to make him comprehend the visitor
that was at hand. I tottered up to him and sunk at his feet. All
his past coldness and neglect were forgotten in his present
sufferings. I remembered only that he was my parent, and that I
had deserted him. I clasped his knees; my voice was almost
stifled with convulsive sobs. “Pardon—pardon—oh my father!” was
all that I could utter. His apprehension seemed slowly to return
to him. He gazed at me for some moments with a vague, inquiring
look; a convulsive tremor quivered about his lips; he feebly
extended a shaking hand, laid it upon my head, and burst into an
infantine flow of tears.
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