He was, in fact, an inveterate hater, a miser even in
misanthropy, and hoarded up a grudge as he did a guinea. Thus,
though my mother was an only sister, he had never forgiven her
marriage with my father, against whom he had a cold, still,
immovable pique, which had lain at the bottom of his heart, like
a stone in a well, ever since they had been school boys together.
My mother, however, considered me as the intermediate being that
was to bring every thing again into harmony, for she looked upon
me as a prodigy—God bless her. My heart overflows whenever I
recall her tenderness: she was the most excellent, the most
indulgent of mothers. I was her only child; it was a pity she had
no more, for she had fondness of heart enough to have spoiled a
dozen!
I was sent, at an early age, to a public school, sorely against
my mother’s wishes, but my father insisted that it was the only
way to make boys hardy. The school was kept by a conscientious
prig of the ancient system, who did his duty by the boys
intrusted to his care; that is to say, we were flogged soundly
when we did not get our lessons. We were put into classes and
thus flogged on in droves along the highways of knowledge, in the
same manner as cattle are driven to market, where those that are
heavy in gait or short in leg have to suffer for the superior
alertness or longer limbs of their companions.
For my part, I confess it with shame, I was an incorrigible
laggard. I have always had the poetical feeling, that is to say,
I have always been an idle fellow and prone to play the vagabond.
I used to get away from my books and school whenever I could, and
ramble about the fields. I was surrounded by seductions for such
a temperament. The school-house was an old-fashioned,
white-washed mansion of wood and plaister, standing on the skirts
of a beautiful village. Close by it was the venerable church with
a tall Gothic spire. Before it spread a lovely green valley, with
a little stream glistening along through willow groves; while a
line of blue hills that bounded the landscape gave rise to many a
summer day dream as to the fairy land that lay beyond.
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