In spite of all the scourgings I suffered at that school to make
me love my book, I cannot but look back upon the place with
fondness. Indeed, I considered this frequent flagellation as the
common lot of humanity, and the regular mode in which scholars
were made. My kind mother used to lament over my details of the
sore trials I underwent in the cause of learning; but my father
turned a deaf ear to her expostulations. He had been flogged
through school himself, and swore there was no other way of
making a man of parts; though, let me speak it with all due
reverence, my father was but an indifferent illustration of his
own theory, for he was considered a grievous blockhead.
My poetical temperament evinced itself at a very early period.
The Village church was attended every Sunday by a neighboring
squire—the lord of the manor, whose park stretched quite to the
village, and whose spacious country seat seemed to take the
church under its protection. Indeed, you would have thought the
church had been consecrated to him instead of to the Deity. The
parish clerk bowed low before him, and the vergers humbled
themselves into the dust in his presence. He always entered a
little late and with some stir, striking his cane emphatically on
the ground; swaying his hat in his hand, and looking loftily to
the right and left, as he walked slowly up the aisle, and the
parson, who always ate his Sunday dinner with him, never
commenced service until he appeared. He sat with his family in a
large pew gorgeously lined, humbling himself devoutly on velvet
cushions, and reading lessons of meekness and lowliness of spirit
out of splendid gold and morocco prayer-books. Whenever the
parson spoke of the difficulty of the rich man’s entering the
kingdom of heaven, the eyes of the congregation would turn
towards the “grand pew,” and I thought the squire seemed pleased
with the application.
The pomp of this pew and the aristocratical air of the family
struck My imagination wonderfully, and I fell desperately in love
with a little daughter of the squire’s about twelve years of age.
This freak of fancy made me more truant from my studies than
ever. I used to stroll about the squire’s park, and would lurk
near the house to catch glimpses of this little damsel at the
windows, or playing about the lawns, or walking out with her
governess.
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