“The commanding officer tried to keep under the feeling of immense
disgust. He said to himself that it was unreasonable. Men were like
that--moral cannibals feeding on each other’s misfortunes. He said
aloud:
“‘You have made it perfectly plain how it is that you are here. Your
log-book confirms you very minutely. Of course, a log-book may be
cooked. Nothing easier.’
“The Northman never moved a muscle. He was gazing at the floor; he
seemed not to have heard. He raised his head after a while.
“‘But you can’t suspect me of anything,’ he muttered, negligently.
“The commanding officer thought: ‘Why should he say this?’
“Immediately afterwards the man before him added: ‘My cargo is for an
English port.’
“His voice had turned husky for the moment. The commanding officer
reflected: ‘That’s true. There can be nothing. I can’t suspect him. Yet
why was he lying with steam up in this fog--and then, hearing us come
in, why didn’t he give some sign of life? Why? Could it be anything else
but a guilty conscience? He could tell by the leadsmen that this was a
man-of-war.’
“Yes--why? The commanding officer went on thinking: ‘Suppose I ask
him and then watch his face. He will betray himself in some way. It’s
perfectly plain that the fellow _has_ been drinking. Yes, he has been
drinking; but he will have a lie ready all the same.’ The commanding
officer was one of those men who are made morally and almost physically
uncomfortable by the mere thought of having to beat down a lie. He
shrank from the act in scorn and disgust, which were invincible because
more temperamental than moral.
“So he went out on deck instead and had the crew mustered formally for
his inspection. He found them very much what the report of the boarding
officer had led him to expect. And from their answers to his questions
he could discover no flaw in the log-book story.
“He dismissed them. His impression of them was--a picked lot; have been
promised a fistful of money each if this came off; all slightly anxious,
but not frightened. Not a single one of them likely to give the show
away. They don’t feel in danger of their life. They know England and
English ways too well!
“He felt alarmed at catching himself thinking as if his vaguest
suspicions were turning into a certitude. For, indeed, there was no
shadow of reason for his inferences. There was nothing to give away.
“He returned to the chart-room. The Northman had lingered behind there;
and something subtly different in his bearing, more bold in his blue,
glassy stare, induced the commanding officer to conclude that the fellow
had snatched at the opportunity to take another swig at the bottle he
must have had concealed somewhere.
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