“The Northman drew a long breath. ‘Well, we know that you English are
gentlemen. But let us speak the truth. Why should we love you so very
much? You haven’t done anything to be loved. We don’t love the other
people, of course. They haven’t done anything for that either. A fellow
comes along with a bag of gold... I haven’t been in Rotterdam my last
voyage for nothing.’
“‘You may be able to tell something interesting, then, to our people
when you come into port,’ interjected the officer.
“I might. But you keep some people in your pay at Rotterdam. Let them
report. I am a neutral--am I not?... Have you ever seen a poor man
on one side and a bag of gold on the other? Of course, I couldn’t be
tempted. I haven’t the nerve for it. Really I haven’t. It’s nothing to
me. I am just talking openly for once.’
“‘Yes. And I am listening to you,’ said the commanding officer, quietly.
“The Northman leaned forward over the table. ‘Now that I know you have
no suspicions, I talk. You don’t know what a poor man is. I do. I am
poor myself. This old ship, she isn’t much, and she is mortgaged, too.
Bare living, no more. Of course, I wouldn’t have the nerve. But a man
who has nerve! See. The stuff he takes aboard looks like any other
cargo--packages, barrels, tins, copper tubes--what not. He doesn’t see
it work. It isn’t real to him. But he sees the gold. That’s real. Of
course, nothing could induce me. I suffer from an internal disease. I
would either go crazy from anxiety--or--or--take to drink or something.
The risk is too great. Why--ruin!’
“‘It should be death.’ The commanding officer got up, after this curt
declaration, which the other received with a hard stare oddly combined
with an uncertain smile. The officer’s gorge rose at the atmosphere of
murderous complicity which surrounded him, denser, more impenetrable,
more acrid than the fog outside.
“‘It’s nothing to me,’ murmured the Northman, swaying visibly.
“‘Of course not,’ assented the commanding officer, with a great effort
to keep his voice calm and low. The certitude was strong within him.
‘But I am going to clear all you fellows off this coast at once. And I
will begin with you. You must leave in half an hour.’
“By that time the officer was walking along the deck with the Northman
at his elbow.
“‘What! In this fog?’ the latter cried out, huskily.
“‘Yes, you will have to go in this fog.’
“‘But I don’t know where I am. I really don’t.’
“The commanding officer turned round. A sort of fury possessed him.
The eyes of the two men met. Those of the Northman expressed a profound
amazement.
“‘Oh, you don’t know how to get out.’ The commanding officer spoke with
composure, but his heart was beating with anger and dread. ‘I will give
you your course. Steer south-by-east-half-east for about four miles
and then you will be clear to haul to the eastward for your port. The
weather will clear up before very long.’
“‘Must I? What could induce me? I haven’t the nerve.’
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