Suddenly light came to Andora. “I understand, dearest. You don’t feel
able to see him yourself. You want me to go to him for you.” She looked
about her, scenting the battle. “You’re right, darling. As soon as he
comes in I’ll go to him. The sooner we get it over the better.”
She followed Lizzie, who without answering her had turned mechanically
back to the window. As they stood there, the gate moved again, and
Deering entered the garden.
“There he is now!” Lizzie felt Andora’s fervent clutch upon her arm.
“Where are the letters? I will go down at once. You allow me to speak
for you? You trust my woman’s heart? Oh, believe me, darling,” Miss Macy
panted, “I shall know just what to say to him!”
“What to say to him?” Lizzie absently repeated.
As her husband advanced up the path she had a sudden trembling vision of
their three years together. Those years were her whole life; everything
before them had been colorless and unconscious, like the blind life of
the plant before it reaches the surface of the soil. They had not been
exactly what she dreamed; but if they had taken away certain illusions,
they had left richer realities in their stead. She understood now that
she had gradually adjusted herself to the new image of her husband as he
was, as he would always be. He was not the hero of her dream, but he was
the man she loved, and who had loved her. For she saw now, in this last
wide flash of pity and initiation, that, as a solid marble may be made
out of worthless scraps of mortar, glass and pebbles, so out of mean
mixed substances may be fashioned a love that will bear the stress of
life.
More urgently, she felt the pressure of Miss Macy’s hand.
“I shall hand him the letters without a word. You may rely, love, on my
sense of dignity. I know everything you’re feeling at this moment!”
Deering had reached the door-step. Lizzie continued to watch him in
silence till he disappeared under the glazed roof of the porch below the
window; then she turned and looked almost compassionately at her friend.
“Oh, poor Andora, you don’t know anything--you don’t know anything at
all!” she said.
THE END
End of Project Gutenberg’s Tales Of Men And Ghosts, by Edith Wharton
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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