“_ Is_ it that, Ronald? Speak out, my boy. We’ll see, we’ll look
round--I’ll manage somehow.”
“No, no,” the young man interrupted, abruptly raising his hand as though
to silence his father.
Mr. Grew recovered his cheerfulness. “Well, what’s the matter than, if
_she’s_ willing?”
Ronald shifted his position again, and finally rose from his seat.
“Father--I--there’s something I’ve got to tell you. I can’t take your
money.”
Mr. Grew sat speechless a moment, staring blankly at his son; then he
emitted a puzzled laugh. “My money? What are you talking about? What’s
this about my money? Why, it ain’t _mine_, Ronny; it’s all yours--every
cent of it!” he cried.
The young man met his tender look with a gaze of tragic rejection.
“No, no, it’s not mine--not even in the sense you mean. Not in any
sense. Can’t you understand my feeling so?”
“Feeling so? I don’t know how you’re feeling. I don’t know what you’re
talking about. Are you too proud to touch any money you haven’t earned?
Is that what you’re trying to tell me?”
“No. It’s not that. You must know--”
Mr. Grew flushed to the rim of his bristling whiskers. “Know? Know
_what?_ Can’t you speak?”
Ronald hesitated, and the two men faced each other for a long strained
moment, during which Mr. Grew’s congested countenance grew gradually
pale again.
“What’s the meaning of this? Is it because you’ve done something ...
something you’re ashamed of ... ashamed to tell me?” he suddenly
gasped out; and walking around the table he laid his hand on his son’s
shoulder. “There’s nothing you can’t tell me, my boy.”
“It’s not that. Why do you make it so hard for me?” Ronald broke out
with passion. “You must have known this was sure to happen sooner or
later.”
“Happen? What was sure to hap--?” Mr. Grew’s question wavered on his lip
and passed into a tremulous laugh. “Is it something _I’ve_ done that you
don’t approve of? Is it--is it _the Buckle_ you’re ashamed of, Ronald
Grew?”
Ronald laughed too, impatiently. “The Buckle? No, I’m not ashamed of
the Buckle; not any more than you are,” he returned with a sudden
bright flush. “But I’m ashamed of all I owe to it--all I owe to
you--when--when--” He broke off and took a few distracted steps across
the room. “You might make this easier for me,” he protested, turning
back to his father.
“Make what easier? I know less and less what you’re driving at,” Mr.
Grew groaned.
Ronald’s walk had once more brought him beneath the photograph on the
wall. He lifted his head for a moment and looked at it; then he looked
again at Mr. Grew.
“Do you suppose I haven’t always known?”
“Known--?”
“Even before you gave me those letters--after my mother’s death--even
before that, I suspected. I don’t know how it began ... perhaps from
little things you let drop ... you and she ... and resemblances that I
couldn’t help seeing ... in myself ... How on earth could you suppose
I shouldn’t guess? I always thought you gave me the letters as a way of
telling me--”
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