and go on letting that first work breed others, as some animal forms
reproduce each other without renewed fertilization. So there we are,
committed to our first guess at the riddle; and our works look as like
as successive impressions of the same plate, each with the lines a
little fainter; whereas they ought to be--if we touch earth between
times--as different from each other as those other creatures--jellyfish,
aren’t they, of a kind?--where successive generations produce new forms,
and it takes a zoologist to see the hidden likeness. ...
“Well, I proved my first guess, off there in the wilds, and it lived,
and grew, and took care of itself. And I said ‘Some day it will make
itself heard; but by that time my atoms will have waltzed into a new
pattern.’ Then, in Cashmere one day, I met a fellow in a caravan, with
a dog-eared book in his pocket. He said he never stirred without
it--wanted to know where I’d been, never to have heard of it. It was _my
guess_--in its twentieth edition! ... The globe spun round at that, and
all of a sudden I was under the old stars. That’s the way it happens
when the ballast of vanity shifts! I’d lived a third of a life
out there, unconscious of human opinion--because I supposed it was
unconscious of _me_. But now--now! Oh, it was different. I wanted to
know what they said. ... Not exactly that, either: I wanted to know
_what I’d made them say_. There’s a difference. ... And here I am,” said
John Pellerin, with a pull at his pipe.
So much Bernald retained of his companion’s actual narrative; the rest
was swept away under the tide of wonder that rose and submerged him as
Pellerin--at some indefinitely later stage of their talk--picked up his
manuscript and began to read. Bernald sat opposite, his elbows propped
on the table, his eyes fixed on the swaying waters outside, from which
the moon gradually faded, leaving them to make a denser blackness in the
night. As Pellerin read, this density of blackness--which never for a
moment seemed inert or unalive--was attenuated by imperceptible degrees,
till a greyish pallour replaced it; then the pallour breathed and
brightened, and suddenly dawn was on the sea.
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