‘“Ta, ta!” she said in her fatal silvery voice; “keep a watchful guard
over your husband, my dear; and you, sir, don’t let your beautiful
little lady stray from you again, or there will be grief between you.”
‘Those wicked words, every one of which was meant to have its effect,
was like the poison of asps to me; you may imagine how they stung me
when I tell you I was seized with an almost irresistible desire to
hurl the full weight of my body at her, and, having thrown her down,
trample upon her. She had aroused in me such a feeling of horror that
very little more would have begotten in me the desperation of madness,
and I might have committed some act which I should have regretted all
my life. But bestowing another glance of her basilisk eyes upon me
she moved off, and I felt relieved; though, when I reached my room, I
burst into hysterical weeping. Jack took me in his arms, and kissed and
comforted me, and all my love for him was strong again; as I lay with
my head pillowed on his breast I felt once more supremely happy.
‘The next day, on thinking the matter over, I came to the conclusion
that my suspicions were unjust, my fears groundless, my jealousy
stupid, and that my conduct had been rude in the extreme. I resolved,
therefore, to be more amiable and polite to Annette when I again met
her. But, strangely enough, though we remained in Homburg a fortnight
longer we did not meet; but I know now my husband saw her several times.
‘Of course, if it had not been for subsequent events, it would have
been said that I was a victim of strong hysteria on that memorable
night. Men are so ready to accuse women of hysteria because they are
more sensitive, and see deeper than men do themselves. But my aversion
to Annette from the instant I set eyes upon her, and the inferences I
drew, were not due to hysteria, but to that eighth sense possessed by
women, which has no name, and of which men know nothing. At least, I
mean to say that they cannot understand it.’
Again Mrs. Redcar broke off in her narrative, for emotion had got the
better of her. I deemed it advisable to wait. Her remarkable story had
aroused all my interest, and I was anxious not to lose any connecting
link of it, for from the psychological point of view it was a study.
‘Of course, as I have begun the story I must finish it to its bitter
end,’ she went on. ‘As I have told you, I did not see Annette again in
Homburg, and when we left all my confidence in Jack was restored, and
my love for him was stronger than ever if that were possible. Happiness
came back to me. Oh! I was so happy, and thinking I had done a cruel,
bitter wrong to Jack in even supposing for a moment that he would be
unfaithful to me. I tried by every little artifice a woman is capable
of to prove my devotion to him.
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