After the intense agitation of the foregoing week, she experienced a
kind of listless stupefaction; she was totally incapable of employing
herself. Although her mind was comparatively at ease, yet a thousand
vague horrors shot across it. The inaction was oppressive and irksome
to her. She wished every hour, every moment, to know how it fared with
her lord; and yet she was fully aware that the only prudent course
to pursue, both for his sake and her own, was to keep herself quite
retired, and to avoid being seen by any.
On the Wednesday the Earl of Nithsdale, as had been previously
concerted, accompanied the Venetian ambassador's coach to Dover, where
he arrived without detection or danger.
When there, M. Michel hired a small vessel, and immediately set sail
for Calais.
Was it a moment of unmixed joy to Lord Nithsdale when he set foot upon
the vessel which was to bear him from the land in which his life was
forfeited to the laws,--from the land in which he was proscribed, to
seek one which held out to him all the charms of life and liberty?
It was not so:--for that land was the land of his birth,--that land
contained her to whom he was bound by stronger ties than ever attached
man to woman!
As the swift bark bounded over the deep, he gazed upon the receding
shores with tenderness and regret. The breeze was favourable, the ship
skimmed the waters, the passage was performed in so short a time that
the captain remarked, "the wind could not have served better if his
passengers had been flying for their lives."
Until the countess received assured intelligence of his safe arrival
at Calais, she had been able to turn her thoughts to no other subject.
She felt he might at any moment be discovered; it was still possible
that all the horrors and the sufferings with which she was only too
well acquainted might still be in store for her. At moments she accused
herself of wanting that reliance she ought to feel in Heaven; at
others, she thought she was presumptuous in fancying herself too secure.
But when once she knew he was safe from all pursuit, other cares beset
her mind.
The feelings of the mother rose strong within her. Every paper, every
document, which might secure to themselves, or to their children after
them, any means of existence, had been left at Terreagles. While
fearing for his life, all other considerations had been forgotten; but
now that all-absorbing interest was at rest, anxiety for the fate of
her children took possession of her soul.
She resolved, if possible, to revisit Terreagles. If she had exposed
her life for the father, she thought she could do no less than hazard
it once more to save her son from beggary.
After the great events of the last month, her mind seemed to stand in
need of some strong excitement; she was almost glad to feel called upon
by duty for a fresh exertion.
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