She hoped, through the means of the Duchess of Buccleugh, she might
obtain leave openly to visit Terreagles; and she wrote to her, telling
her that she understood some suspected her of having contrived her
lord's escape, but that she imagined a bare suspicion, destitute of
proof, would never be held sufficient ground for her being punished
for a supposed offence, although it had been motive enough for her to
remain in concealment. She entreated her grace to procure permission
for her to depart freely upon her business.
But her application, far from being granted, rather roused in
the government the desire to secure her; and she owed to the
Solicitor-General (who, though an utter stranger to her, had the
humanity to plead her cause,) the decision, that as long as she evinced
such respect to government as not to appear in public, no search should
be made for her; but that, if she showed herself in England or in
Scotland, she should be forthwith secured.
This was but poor satisfaction. Having been so suddenly summoned from
Scotland, she had not been able to arrange any thing at Terreagles;
but before she repaired to Scone to wait upon the Chevalier, not
knowing in such uncertain times what might occur during her absence,
she had taken the precaution of burying in the ground the family
papers, which her husband had committed to her charge, and other
articles of most value.
It was fortunate she had done so, for the house had been searched after
her departure; and, as the countess herself expresses it, "God only
knows what might have transpired from those papers!"
If these documents were to be preserved, it seemed absolutely necessary
she should repair to Terreagles, and that she should do so without
delay, and as privately as possible.
For this purpose she again provided herself, Amy and Walter Elliot,
with saddle-horses, and retraced her way to Scotland.
It was no longer the inclemency of the season which constituted the
danger of the journey, but the fear of being discovered. On this
occasion, however, it was but for herself she feared: after her long
seclusion in the most confined parts of London, as she rode forward,
inhaling the clear country air, with the delightful certainty that her
husband was in safety and in freedom, instead of being a prisoner,
in danger, distress, and loneliness, within the Tower walls, she
contrasted the buoyant spirit with which she looked upon this merely
personal risk, with the horrible oppressive weight which lay at her
bosom as, two months before, she had traversed the same road.
Her spirits almost rose with the danger; and she gladly yielded herself
up to the enjoyment of the early spring.
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