The spring had now stolen on; Master Mumford's house was free; and
Susan thought it her duty to tell George that she released him from
his engagement. She was quite blind. No hope was held out to her of
recovery. Her becoming the wife of a poor man, the mother of a poor
man's children, was absolutely out of the question. She took the
opportunity one day, when her father and mother were both present,
to say to him, "The time is come, George, when I must give you up.
You have been very good to me, and I shall feel your goodness as long
as I live; but I cannot make you such a wife as a poor man ought to
have: and now, George, here, before my father and mother, I give you
back your word. The house next door is free, and you must give the
'squire's steward your answer; and so you had better go to Mr. Williams
and give it up at once. I can never live there with you; and if--if
you should--if you should marry another girl, George," she continued
resolutely, though with a choking voice, "I could not bear to have
her live there--no more could you, I am sure you could not; so you
had better go to the 'squire's steward and tell him how it is!" She
stopped, exhausted with the effort she had made.
George stood by, grieved, distressed, uncertain how to act, or what to
say. He loved Susan dearly, as dearly as ever; but it was true, she
could not take care of a poor man's house. He was but a labourer; it
was impossible he should earn enough to support her, and a person to
do for her and the family they might have. It would be bringing her
into a state of hopeless poverty and distress. He had no arguments to
adduce, and yet he could not bear to break off his engagement. "What is
to be done, dame?" at length he said, with the tears in his eyes. "I
love your Susan, there, as dearly as ever I did, and I can't bear the
thoughts of giving her up; and yet I have nothing to say against the
reasons she has been bringing up against me. I am fairly puzzled what
to do," he continued, rubbing his forehead. "I would not mind, if I
thought I could keep her creditably; but if she and her children were
to be brought to want, and I not able to earn a decent maintenance for
them, why, I do think that would be worst of all."
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