"There is nothing to be done, dear George, but what I tell you. We
must break off with one another, and you must try to forget by-gone
days: that will soon be easy enough for you. As for me, I do not see
there is any need for me to try to forget, for I may as well think over
everything that is pleasant; and it will always be a pleasure to me to
think how kind you have been to me, and how true you have been to me!"
and she held out her hand in the direction where he stood, moving it
slowly towards him as blind people do. He took her hand, he grasped it
firmly; he pressed it between his own hard palms, occasionally patting
it, in silence for some minutes, till at length he let it fall, and
dropping his head upon the deal dresser, he burst into an agony of
uncontrollable sobs.
CHAPTER V.
These orbs, that Heaven's gay light no longer know,
Nor meet with kindred beam affection's eye,
(Long, long denied each grateful ministry!)
Still own the tear that flows for others' woe!
_Unpublished Poems._
Susan sat dissolved in silent tears. The dame had clasped her hands
in prayer. Old Nicholas's head rested on his staff, while tears also
rolled from his sightless eyes. It is not a new remark, but it is
always a touching reflection, that eyes which have long forgotten to
minister to pleasurable objects should still retain the faculty of
weeping.
Few more words were spoken that evening by the party assembled in
Master Foster's house. It was necessary that George Wells should
decide whether he meant to take the neighbouring cottage. There was no
alternative, and he was obliged to give it up. But he still continued
to visit Susan.
The summer came on, and he often led her carefully forth to walk in
their accustomed paths. He thought in his heart that he should never
marry, and he was sure he could never like any girl as well as Susan.
He sometimes told her so, and she gladly believed him; and she
found herself, when thus convinced of his continued affection, less
unhappy than she had imagined it possible to be under her melancholy
deprivation. Her skill in knitting almost exceeded that of her old
mistress; and although she could not earn as much as she formerly had
by needle-work, still the farmers' wives patronized her; some of the
gentry in the nearest country town bought her muffettees as fast as she
could make them; and she was able to assist her parents in some degree.
The household cares fell heavier on old Sarah, but she had a willing
spirit, and grudged no labour for those she loved.
One of Susan's most constant customers for her worsted manufactures
was Mrs. Otley, who thought, in the absence of the Mowbrays, it was
incumbent upon her to patronise their favourites. Though her husband
rented but a small farm not exceeding a hundred acres, she was not, in
her own estimation, a personage of small importance. She was possessed
with that desire of aping her betters, which is the misfortune of many
in her condition.
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