"Thank you kindly, Master Foster."
Meanwhile Susan had been feeling upon the little shelf on the wall
close to where she sat, for a small book, which at length she found.
"George," she said, "I have a book here which I ought to give you back.
'Tis those Watts's Hymns which you gave to me a few days before Miss
Alice's wedding;" she could not repress a sigh. "If you remember, you
wrote both our Christian names upon it,--and then said you would add
the surname when one name would do for both. I don't think it is right
I should keep that book, and you the husband of another; and yet I
could never find it in my heart to destroy it. Besides, I can't read
all the beautiful hymns that are in it; but you can, and sometimes it
may do you good perhaps to read them."
George indeed remembered giving Susan the little book: he had that day
obtained the promise of Master Mumford's house, and he had that day
gained her consent to their being speedily asked in church. They had
then written their names in the manner described by Susan, and had
talked over their future prospects, with the assurance of soon being
indissolubly united.
As George took the book from Susan's hands, he felt them tremble.
He was scarcely more composed himself. The appearance of the little
volume, the sight of the writing, annihilated for a moment the
intervening two years; and he saw Susan as she then stood beside him,
radiant with health, joy, and tenderness.
Jane Dixon would not have been pleased had she known with what pain he
received this present, with what regret he looked back upon the image
thus conjured up to his mind. The tears were in his eyes as he held it.
"If it is not right for you to keep the book, Susan, I do not think it
is right I should; for I am sure I shall never look upon it without
wishing,--without remembering----Oh! Susan, how happy we were when I
gave you that book!" His voice broke, and he passed the back of his
hand several times over his eyes.
Strong emotion in a stout and sturdy peasant, whose feelings we are
sure are thoroughly genuine, and in which we are satisfied there is no
touch of sickly, morbid sensibility, is always an affecting subject
of contemplation. It was almost too much for old Sarah, who now wept
like a child; while Susan experienced among the poignant regrets which
overpowered her, a mixture of satisfaction to find she was so tenderly
recollected. "I did not think you would have minded it, George; but if
it makes you think too much of by-gone days, why, perhaps, 'twill be
best you should give the book to mother to keep. I would not wish you
to think any more about me now; it would be no ways right." But it was
a comfort to Susan, though she was not aware of it, that she had to
tell him not to think about her.
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