The village noises gradually subsided. Susan felt that the wedding
had drawn off the idle children and the village loungers in another
direction. Neither Nicholas nor Sarah spoke. There was no sound except
the incessant and buzzing hum of the autumn flies in the sunny window.
"It is a beautiful day, is not it, mother?" at length inquired Susan.
"Yes, my dear; a beautiful sunshiny day," answered the dame, with a
deep-drawn sigh.
"I thought it was, for the flies buzz so. I am glad of it. It is a pity
when a wedding comes on a bad day. I hope 'tis a good omen for poor
George!"
"I have heard say, that the duller the day, the brighter the marriage;
not but what I wish well to George and his wife."
"It would be very wrong in us not to pray for his happiness, mother;
for I have not a word to say against his behaviour to me from first to
last."
"Jane Dixon is a lucky girl. He's sure to make a good husband, for he
has good principles."
"And he her first lover and all, too!" replied Susan. "She _is_ a lucky
girl! I used to feel sorry for her, when first George slighted her for
me; for I saw she did not laugh and joke with him as she did with the
other men. Now 'tis her turn to be sorry for me, and perhaps she is,
though she has given up calling to see me almost ever since I have been
afflicted. But it was not to be wondered at, when she began to think of
George again. That was one thing made me almost sure what would come to
pass at last."
"Why 'twas to be expected that things should fall out much as they
have done. But I do not know how it was, when I found George seem so
attentive and so constant for such a long time, I thought, mayhap,
he would always go on as he did then. I believe it is the way with
parents, they can't help fancying their own children something beyond
other people's; and so I began to count George would never be looking
out for any body else. However, 'tis my belief he will never love Jane
Dixon, as he has loved my Susan."
"If he does not yet, mother, he will soon. George will be sure to love
his wife, and he will grow to love her better and better every day,
and then he will quite forget me; but that is all as it should be. Do
you think, mother, I shall ever forget him? I mean to try hard to do
so; and I don't mean to talk over what has gone before, even with you,
mother; and then do you think at last, mother, I shall quite forget to
think of him, except as a friend?"
"I hope you may, my child; but it is always harder for a woman to
forget than it is for a man: and 'tis harder still for you, who have
nothing to draw off your mind. I have often heard old folks say, that
scarce anybody marries their first love; and, if that is true, many and
many must have got over such things. But I can't justly say myself, for
I never kept company with anybody but your father, and we have been
married so long that I can't frame to myself a notion of anything but
being his wife."
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