De Molton, with a lover's quickness of perception, read Lord Glenrith's
feelings almost before he was aware of them himself; and he thought
it would be a crime to stand in the way of an union which would be
advantageous to Lady Blanche, and which must indeed make the happiness
of his best and earliest friend. Although it was almost agony to see
Glenrith constantly occupy at dinner the place he resolutely did not
take, and to see him whisper soft nothings into her ear, which it would
have been rapture to him to utter; though it was maddening to see
Glenrith act as her escort on all morning excursions, when he seldom
dared approach; still a sort of fascination bound him to the spot. It
was with trembling anxiety that he watched Lady Blanche's reception
of his friend's attentions, with pain which he could not control that
he marked anything which might be construed into encouragement on her
part; but it was with most unreasonable joy that he perceived her
listen to him with cold indifference, and sometimes that he caught her
eye glance towards himself while Lord Glenrith was by her side.
Any doubt he might entertain as to his friend's real intentions was
soon set at rest by his one day confiding to him that he was very much
attached to Lady Blanche, that his parents wished him to marry, and
that he had made up his mind to propose, as soon as he felt sure of the
lady.
This annunciation fell as a final death-blow on De Molton's hopes--if
hopes they might ever have been called. "Yet Glenrith spoke
doubtfully of her reception of his offer--and Glenrith is not usually
over-diffident of himself," thought De Molton in the midst of his
despair. Still he felt it would be folly, madness, to linger in the
society of Lady Blanche. In all probability she would soon be the
affianced wife of his friend. It would be base and treacherous in him
to attempt to circumvent that friend--cruel to sport with her feelings;
and now that Glenrith had spoken thus confidentially, there was nothing
left but to withdraw himself from witnessing the prosecution of a suit,
in the probable success of which he felt he ought to rejoice, while his
spirit recoiled from the bare anticipation of such a result.
Accordingly he told Lord Glenrith that he was suddenly recalled to
England on particular business. He seated himself in the cabriolet of
the Calais diligence, and took his weary way to his native land with
the most profound adoration of wealth--with the most ardent aspirations
for honour, rank, riches, and all the good things of this world--that
he might, without folly, or presumption, be entitled to throw himself
at the feet of Lady Blanche.
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