Lady Westhope's duty, as a wise chaperon, would have been to
discourage in every way the attentions of Captain De Molton, and to
foster those of Lord Glenrith. She meant to do so,--she thought she
did so. She constantly repeated to Blanche how impossible it was that
Captain De Molton should ever propose, how impossible that he should
be accepted, how totally impossible that they could ever marry--or
that, if married, they could have bread to eat; and she thought she
had done her duty. But the spectacle of a man, sincerely, ardently,
respectfully, and hopelessly in love, was to her feelings, naturally
warm, though she had encased them in an armour of coldness and reserve,
so interesting a sight, that she could not help treating him and
speaking of him as a person formed to win the heart of woman. All those
who had formerly seemed inclined to pay her attention, she had from
the very beginning treated with such repelling coldness, that she had
never been exposed to the trial of witnessing real and sincere emotions
strongly excited. In the desolation of her own secret soul, the sight
was tantalising and painful. She could not help envying Blanche the
power of calling them forth, nor could she help looking back with a
sigh upon the blank of her own loveless career. She would have given
anything for Aladdin's lamp, that she might have endowed young De
Molton with the worldly wealth which could have secured to them the
fate from which she was herself cut out.
The few months they passed at Paris had a sensible effect upon the
minds of both the cousins. Lady Blanche for the first time felt
love. She also felt keen mortification--for to nothing does love
more completely blind its victim than to the sensations experienced
by the object beloved. While Lady Westhope saw in Captain De Molton
an interesting and high-minded young man struggling with a hopeless
passion,--in short, while she accurately read, and was able to
appreciate, his feelings,--Lady Blanche thought him cold, indifferent,
capricious, and frequently doubted whether indeed he entertained any
preference at all for her.
In Lady Westhope's mind a great change also had taken place. Perhaps
the example of all around her (for, whatever the propriety of French
women under the new _régime_ may be, the conduct of English women, when
once they have crossed the Channel, is not such as to impress foreign
nations with a high idea of the morality for which we would fain be
thought remarkable), perhaps the more easy footing of society abroad,
combined to produce in her vague aspirations after an interchange
of sincere affection: visions of mutual love, devotion, attachment,
&c.--notions against which, for nine years, she had been shutting her
ears and barring her heart--again found entrance to her bosom.
CHAPTER II.
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