"This is strange--this is unaccountable!" and he passed his hands over
his eyes, as if to make sure he was awake. "Have I done anything to
change your opinion of me? I am not aware of having been wanting in any
way--and I am sure, Blanche, I have loved you truly and sincerely."
A tear glistened in his eye. "Tell me what I have done, and I will
correct my fault. You are only saying this to try me; and if so, let
me tell you that it is a very foolish jest, and one entirely unworthy
of you." The colour mounted into his face, and he looked for a moment
extremely angry.
"No! Lord Glenrith, this is no jest! I am in sober, serious, most
sad earnest. Your conduct towards me has been from the beginning ten
thousand times better than I deserved; but I should be treating you
shamefully if I were to marry you when my heart--is another's."
"Your heart another's! Did you say so? Your heart another's! Then why,
on earth, did you accept me?"
"Well may you ask that question, and well may I blush to answer it! I
thought my affection was unrequited, and I esteemed you. My parents
thought more highly of you than of any one. I believed I should soon
prefer you to the one person I had loved, as much as I already did to
all common acquaintances; and it was not till I found my affection was
not unrequited, that I became aware of the depth and strength of my own
attachment. I have been miserable ever since, and all I can now do is
to tell you the honest truth."
Lord Glenrith sat with his eyes fixed on the ground. "This is a
cruel blow!" he said at last; "I have not deserved this from you,
Lady Blanche. And who is the favoured object? By heaven, it must be
De Molton! I remember his countenance at dinner the day he was at
Cransley--how pale he looked, and how continually he strove to catch
a view of you by the épergne; and every time he met my eye, he looked
in another direction! I am born to be made a fool of--to be deceived
by the friend I have loved from childhood, and by the woman to whom I
would fain have devoted all the rest of my existence!" He hid his face
in his hands.
"Blame me, Lord Glenrith, for I deserve your reproaches; but your
friend has never deceived you: Captain De Molton has always considered
you more than himself."
"Then it is De Molton! These are the actions dictated by his high-flown
notions of honour! A plain, matter-of-fact man would never have proved
such a shabby fellow!"
"Captain De Molton shabby!" The word "shabby" sounded strangely on her
ear when coupled with the name of De Molton. She would have answered
Lord Glenrith angrily, if the consciousness of how deeply she had
wronged him had not checked her speech; but she could rather have
forgiven his calling her lover a black-hearted villain, than a "shabby
fellow."--"Lord Glenrith," she repeated, "you wrong your friend. He
carefully concealed from me his feelings till--till----"
"Till you had promised to marry me!"
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