Blanche herself wrote to her sisters; and as she felt that her
rejection of Lord Glenrith bound her fate in some measure to that of
Captain De Molton, she made no mystery of the prepossession which
had rendered her incapable of doing justice to Lord Glenrith's good
qualities.
She had scarcely despatched these letters, when she read in the
newspapers the departure of De Molton with his regiment for the
East Indies. He had sailed the very day of her final interview with
Lord Glenrith. She experienced a blank sensation nearly allied to
mortification; forgetting what were the motives which induced him to
seek safety and repose in another hemisphere.
Still, when she rejected Lord Glenrith, she did not quite anticipate
that there was to be an end of everything. She had not precisely looked
forward to sitting down quietly in deep retirement with her father
and mother, till the arrival of another spring should summon them to
London, there to be dragged the weary round of insipid entertainments,
without the hope or the possibility of seeing the only face she wished
to see. Her home was no longer what it had been. Lord Falkingham's
vanity was mortified in the daughter of whom he had hitherto been
exceedingly proud. Lady Falkingham, although not absolutely unkind,
was cold and reserved, and never encouraged her to speak of feelings,
which she always treated as a silly, unreasonable, youthful whim.
On all occasions, the attachments of young people were spoken of in
a slighting and contemptuous manner, which confirmed Blanche in her
resolution to prove, that hers was not a passing fancy--but a real,
sincere, and respectable attachment.
Captain De Molton, after a prosperous voyage, had arrived at Calcutta
just about the time when the meeting of parliament called Lord
Falkingham to London; and Blanche with pain and disgust saw the
bracelets, the trinkets, the jewels, which her various friends had
given her upon her expected nuptials, packed up to adorn her person
during the ensuing season. She felt she never could bring herself to
wear these tokens; for although it had been impossible to return any,
except those which had been presented by Lord Glenrith's family, it
seemed to her as if they had all been obtained under false pretences.
De Molton had struggled hard to bring his mind to a state of calm
acquiescence in his fate. He had tried to accustom himself to the idea
of Lady Blanche as the wife of Lord Glenrith; he had used all possible
means to divert his thoughts from his unfortunate passion; he had
occupied himself during his voyage with studying some of the Eastern
languages, with learning everything connected with Eastern warfare;
and although the renown to be gained in India at the expense of health,
if not of life, falls far short of that gained in an European campaign,
still he resolved that Fame should now become his mistress.
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