He had not been more than three weeks at Calcutta, when a letter
reached him from his mother, which overturned all the good resolutions
he had formed, and rendered him almost incapable of profiting by the
opportunities which now offered themselves of perfecting his knowledge
of Hindostanee or Sanscrit, or of putting in practice the tactics he
had studied.
His mother informed him that the marriage between Lord Glenrith and
Lady Blanche de Vaux was suddenly broken off, and that no cause was
assigned for the event except that the lady "had changed her mind."
She tried to persuade him that the case was as hopeless as ever
for himself, and she resisted the temptation of telling him it was
whispered that a preference for himself was the true cause of the
rupture. Although she longed to communicate what she knew must give
him pleasure, even she was aware that it would be weakness and folly
to keep alive a passion to which no prosperous termination could be
anticipated.
Her intelligence, however, was sufficient to inspire De Molton with an
ardent desire to return to England. Lady Blanche was free: honour no
longer called upon him to avoid her; on the contrary, honour seemed to
demand that he should now profess his anxiety to devote himself to her
for life; and he bitterly lamented having so rashly banished himself
from his native land. Yet, upon his first arrival in India, he could
not in decency apply for leave of absence. He suffered tortures of
perplexity, doubt, and anxiety. At one time, he thought he would write
to Lady Blanche, and regularly make her an offer of himself and of his
fortunes. Then he shrank from doing so; for what were the fortunes
he was able to offer her? and, moreover, such a proceeding would be
assuming that it was for his sake she had broken off her marriage with
Lord Glenrith,--a conclusion he had in fact no right to draw.
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