Fortunately, Lady Westhope had withstood the first trial,--that of
being early united to an unprincipled man; and she had now acquired
knowledge of the world, which enabled her to meet her present
difficulty.
She debated within herself whether talking to him freely concerning
marriage, and advising one, who appeared to entertain such exalted
notions of the happiness to be found in the wedded state, to enter
into it himself, might not be a good mode of proving how completely she
considered herself in the light of a friend, though of a kind friend
deeply interested in his welfare; but, upon the whole, she decided that
it was entering upon a dangerous topic. It might be construed into
the common artifice of coquettes to pique, or to lead to sentimental
conversation; and if, unknown to himself, he did entertain for her the
feelings she more than suspected, it might open his eyes to the true
nature of them, as Mr. Stapleford's insinuations had opened hers.
In her early youth she had made to herself a rule never to admit male
visitors in the morning: but, since she had approached the middle age,
she had gradually relaxed in the strictness of her prohibition; and
gentlemen now lounged on her sofas, and whipped their boots before
her fire, as freely as in any other house in London; and no one more
frequently than Mr. Wroxholme. These visits, in the first place, she
resolved to check; but she knew that an explanation was always a thing
to be most scrupulously avoided. By remaining late in her boudoir,
and denying herself to all persons equally, on the plea of not being
dressed; by seizing every opportunity of taking an early drive into the
country; she for some time succeeded in her object, without wounding
one whose only fault consisted in regarding her with respectful
partiality. When he did find her at home, she received him cordially,
and he was for the moment re-assured that she had not intentionally
avoided his society. When they met in public, though she spoke to
him but little, she carefully preserved the tone of friendliness and
intimacy.
Still, in the long run, gently and gradually as the change was made,
Mr. Wroxholme perceived that there was a change. He could not but
become aware that he was less frequently invited to dinner; and when
invited, that it was to large set parties, and not to the hasty repast
before the play, the friendly gathering of a few intimates; and he
could not but be struck with the numerous avocations and engagements
which so often prevented his finding Lady Westhope at home of a morning.
In the course of time, he became hurt and half angry. He had always
heard that fine ladies were apt to be capricious, and his pride was
wounded: he was a gentleman in mind, in manners, and in birth; and his
spirit rose at the bare suspicion of having been so sported with. He,
in his turn, avoided Lady Westhope, and this was the severest trial she
had yet met with.
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