When, however, they occasionally found themselves alone, a circumstance
of rare occurrence, then her instinctive inborn nobleness and modesty
made her for the time assume, unknown to herself, the dignity of
demeanour befitting one of her rank and station. She was no longer the
timid and affectionate girl, only watching to forestall the wishes of
him to whom she owed duty and allegiance; but the high-born damsel,
whose gentle purity was more awful in its simplicity than the frown of
another.
The novelty of such a character--the contrast it afforded to those
which he had previously met with--the unusual mixture of perfect
confidence in her entire affection for himself, and of perfect
certainty that a few weeks would make her his wedded wife, with the
fear of alarming the shrinking bashfulness of one nurtured in such
utter seclusion,--the desire of winning the unreserved confidence of a
creature accustomed to reveal the secret workings of her innocent soul
to her confessor alone, and the pleasure of gently insinuating himself
into her heart of hearts,--gave a new and singular character to this
courtship. His own soul seemed to grow fresh, young, and pure by the
study of hers. He enjoyed once more all the simple tastes and pleasures
of childhood, which had long ceased to charm him; and he hailed with
as much delight, as in some cases a lover would the confession of
reciprocal affection, any detail of the youthful amusements of her
convent life which he could succeed in luring her to describe.
It was seldom, however, that she spoke herself. She loved to sit
in her own accustomed and retired seat, apparently occupied with
her embroidery, while she gave up her whole soul to the rapture of
listening to his voice, and of drinking long draughts of the new
and absorbing passion which it was become her duty to feel. If, as
not unfrequently happened, he addressed himself to her, and asked
her opinion, her feelings, upon the subject which might be under
discussion, she started as from a reverie; and unless it was one which
touched upon some matter of morality, of religion, or of loyalty, she
could give no opinion, for in truth she had none. She listened for
the pleasure of hearing his full, sweet, mellow voice; of learning
his sentiments; and of sometimes stealing an occasion of dwelling
unobserved upon the countenance, which, in her eyes, beamed with all
that was noble and intellectual.
On the day preceding that on which the marriage ceremony was to be
performed by a Catholic priest in the chapel of Poole Castle, the
Duchess of Powis gave her daughter some of the sage maternal counsel
which was to fit her to become a virtuous wife, and the head of a noble
household, at a period when the duties of housewifery really devolved
upon the mistress.
"Be seated, my dear Winifred, and listen to me attentively. You are
now about to enter upon a mode of life entirely new to you; you will
have no one to guide and direct you."
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