It was no grief to the widowed mother when she found that the bent
of the young Lucy's mind was sincerely and enthusiastically directed
towards a religious life. Although the attainder had been reversed,
and her son had been restored to the Marquisate of Powis, it was not
till some years afterwards that she had ventured to return to England;
even then she lived in retirement and privacy. The widow of so zealous
an adherent to King James could not be regarded without suspicion;
her means were scanty; her elder daughters had not then made the
advantageous alliances which they afterwards formed; and joyfully did
she hail the vocation which she hoped would secure, to one of her
children at least, a peaceful and tranquil existence, secure from any
farther vicissitudes of fortune.
But to one person the decision of the Lady Lucy Herbert was a matter of
deep and unmixed sorrow. Her younger sister, the Lady Winifred, loved
her with all the devotion of a fresh and unpractised heart. They had
been early separated from the rest of their family. At the period of
their father's death, when their childish hearts had for the first time
been made acquainted with grief, they had been thrown entirely on each
other for support and consolation.
Though many years had now elapsed, the moment was still fresh in their
memories, when their mother, in her mourning habit, with pale cheek
and streaming eyes, delivered them over to the care of the friend who
was to convey them to Bruges. The sad countenances and black garments
of their sisters, and of the few domestics who still remained of their
former establishment, coupled with the vague, ill-defined feeling,
half resembling fear, half shame, which children experience when they
witness grief more intense than their young minds can comprehend, had
left a deep impression upon both the youthful pensioners. When first
they found themselves in the convent, with none but strangers around
them, the timid Winifred clung instinctively to her sister; while Lady
Lucy, forced, as it were, to become the prop and stay of one younger
and weaker than herself, acquired at an early age the habit of seeking
strength and support from above.
Loving and admiring her sister as did the Lady Winifred, it may excite
wonder that she did not imbibe her strict religious notions; that she
also should not have looked forward with joy to the idea of devoting
herself to pious seclusion, and thus, at the same time, preserving the
society of the being she most loved on earth. But it was not so. On the
contrary, she felt her sister's vows as a barrier of separation between
them.
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