Reading it after many years “Karain” produced on me the effect of
something seen through a pair of glasses from a rather advantageous
position. In that story I had not gone back to the Archipelago, I had
only turned for another look at it. I admit that I was absorbed by the
distant view, so absorbed that I didn’t notice then that the motif of
the story is almost identical with the motif of “The Lagoon.” However,
the idea at the back is very different; but the story is mainly made
memorable to me by the fact that it was my first contribution to
“Blackwood’s Magazine” and that it led to my personal acquaintance with
Mr. William Blackwood whose guarded appreciation I felt nevertheless
to be genuine, and prized accordingly. “Karain” was begun on a sudden
impulse only three days after I wrote the last line of “The Nigger,” and
the recollection of its difficulties is mixed up with the worries of
the unfinished “Return,” the last pages of which I took up again at the
time; the only instance in my life when I made an attempt to write with
both hands at once as it were.
Indeed my innermost feeling, now, is that “The Return” is a left-handed
production. Looking through that story lately I had the material
impression of sitting under a large and expensive umbrella in the loud
drumming of a heavy rain-shower. It was very distracting. In the general
uproar one could hear every individual drop strike on the stout and
distended silk. Mentally, the reading rendered me dumb for the remainder
of the day, not exactly with astonishment but with a sort of dismal
wonder. I don’t want to talk disrespectfully of any pages of mine.
Psychologically there were no doubt good reasons for my attempt; and it
was worth while, if only to see of what excesses I was capable in that
sort of virtuosity. In this connection I should like to confess my
surprise on finding that notwithstanding all its apparatus of
analysis the story consists for the most part of physical impressions;
impressions of sound and sight, railway station, streets, a trotting
horse, reflections in mirrors and so on, rendered as if for their
own sake and combined with a sublimated description of a desirable
middle-class town-residence which somehow manages to produce a sinister
effect. For the rest any kind word about “The Return” (and there have
been such words said at different times) awakens in me the liveliest
gratitude, for I know how much the writing of that fantasy has cost me
in sheer toil, in temper, and in disillusion.
J. C.
TALES OF UNREST
KARAIN, A MEMORY
I
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