But this was not how Kreisler felt about it. He was boiling and raging.
That laugh had driven him foaming, fugitive and confused, into the
nearest chair. He could not turn round and retaliate at the time. The
door being in front of him, he vanished as Mephistopheles might sink
with suddenness into the floor, at the receipt of some affront, to some
sulphurous regions beneath, in a second; come to a stop alone, upright;
stick his fingers in his mouth, nearly biting them in two, his eyes
staring: so stand stock still, breathless and haggard for some minutes:
then shoot up again, head foremost, in some other direction, like some
darting and skulking fish, to the face of the earth. He did not even
realize that the famous _contact_ was established, so furious was he. He
would go and strike her across the mouth, spit in her face, kiss her in
the middle of the dance, where the laugh had been! Yet he didn’t move,
but sat on staring in front of him, quite forgetful where he was and how
long he had sat there, in the midst of a hot riot of thoughts.
He suddenly sat up and looked round, like a man who has been asleep and
for whom work is waiting; got up with certain hesitation, and again made
for the door. Well, life and work (_his_ business) must he proceeded with
all the same. He glanced reflectively and solemnly about, and perceived
the Widow talking to a little reddish Englishman.
“May I take the Widow away for a little?” he asked her companion.
He always addressed her as “Widow”: he began all his discourses with a
solemn “Widow!” occasionally alternating it with “_Derelict!_” But this,
all uttered in a jumbled tongue, lost some of its significance.
The little Englishman on being addressed gave the English equivalent of a
jump—a sudden moving of his body and shuffling of his feet, still looking
at the floor, where he had cast his eyes as Kreisler approached.
“What? I⸺”
“Widow! permit me⸺” said Kreisler.
Manipulating her with a leisurely gusto, he circled into the dance.
The band was playing the “Merry Widow” valse.
“_Merry_ Widow!” he said smilingly to his partner. “Yes, _Merry_ Widow!”
shaking his head at her.
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