The hissing, thunderous explosion was the last thing in vocal virulence.
The muscles all seemed gathered up at his ears like reins, and the flesh
tightened and white round his mouth.
Fräulein Lipmann took several steps back. Kreisler with equal quickness
turned away, rapped on the counter, while the attendant looked for his
hat, and left the Club. Fräulein Lippmann was left with the heavy,
unforgettable word “sow” deposited in her boiling spirit, that, boil as
it might, would hardly reduce this word to tenderness or digestibility.
PART IV
A JEST TOO DEEP FOR LAUGHTER
CHAPTER I
With a little scratching (as the concierge pushed it) with the malignity
of a little, quiet, sleek animal, the letter from Germany crept under the
door the next morning, and lay there through the silence of the next hour
or two, until Kreisler woke. Succeeding to his first brutal farewells
to his dreams, no hopes leapt on his body, a magnificent stallion’s,
uselessly refreshed. Soon he saw the letter. It lay there quiet,
unimportant, rather matter of fact and sly.
Kreisler felt it an indignity to have to open it. Until his dressing was
finished, it remained where it was. He might have been making some one
wait. Then he took it up, and opening it, drew out between his forefinger
and thumb, the cheque. This he deposited with as much contempt as
possible, and a “phui” on the edge of his washhand stand. Then he turned
to the letter. He read the first few lines, pumping at a cigarette,
reducing it mathematically to ash. Cold fury entered his mind with a
bound at the first words. They were the final words giving notice of a
positive stoppage of supplies. This month’s money was sent to enable him
to settle up his affairs and come to Germany at once.
He read the first three lines over and over again, going no further,
although the news begun in these first lines was developed throughout
the two pages of the letter. Then he put it down beside the cheque, and
crushing it under his fist, said monotonously to himself, without much
more feeling than the sound of the word contained: “Schwein, Schwein,
Schwein!”
He got up, and pressed his hand on his forehead; it was wet: he put his
hands in his pockets and these came into contact with a cinquante centime
piece. He took them out again slowly, went to his box and underneath an
old dressing-gown found writing paper and envelopes. Then, referring to
his father’s letter for the date, he wrote the following lines:
“_7th June 19—_
“SIR,—I shall not return as you suggest in person, but my
body will no doubt be sent to you about the middle of next
month. If—keeping to your decision—no money is sent, it being
impossible to live without money, I shall on the seventh of
July, this day next month, shoot myself.
“OTTO KREISLER.”
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