Lowndes was a brother artist, who was not very active, but had just
enough money to be a Cubist. He was extremely proud of being interrupted
in his work. His “work” was a serious matter. He found “great difficulty”
in working. He always implied that _you_ did not. He had a form of
persecution mania as regards his “mornings.” From his discourse you
gathered that he was, first of all, very much sought after. People,
seemingly, were _always_ attempting to get into his room. You imagined
an immense queue of unwelcome visitors (how or why he had gathered
or originally, it was to be supposed, encouraged, such, you did not
inquire). You never saw this queue. The only person you definitely
knew had been guilty of interrupting his “work” was Thornton. This
man, because of his admiration for Lowndes’ intelligence and moth-like
attraction for his Cubism, and respect for his small income, had to
suffer much humiliation. He was to be found (even in the morning, strange
to say) in Lowndes’ studio, rapidly sucking a pipe, blinking, flushing,
stammering with second-rate Public School mannerisms, retailing scandal
and sensational news, which he had acquired from a woman who had sat next
him at the invariable dinner-party of the night before.
When you entered, he looked timidly and quickly at the inexorable
Lowndes, and began gathering up his hat and books. Lowndes’ manner became
withering. You felt that before your arrival, his master had been less
severe; that life might have been almost bearable for Thornton. When
he at last had taken himself off, Lowndes would hasten to exculpate
himself. “Thornton was a fool, but he could not always keep Thornton
out,” etc. Lowndes, with his Thornton, displayed the characteristics
of the self-made man. He had risen ambitiously in the sphere of the
Intelligence. Thornton sat like an inhabitant of the nether world of
gossip, pettiness, and squalor from which his friend had lately issued.
He entertained an immense respect for that friend. This one of his
own kind in a position of respect and security was what he could best
understand, and would have most desired to be.
“Oh! Come in, Tarr,” Lowndes said, looking at the floor of the passage,
“I didn’t know who it was.” The atmosphere became thick with ghostlike
intruders. The wretched Thornton seemed to hover timidly in the
background.
“Am I interrupting you?” Tarr asked politely.
“No-o-o!” a long, reassuring, musical negative.
His face was very dark and slick, bald on top, pettily bearded, rather
unnecessarily handsome. Tarr always felt a tinge of indecency in his good
looks. His Celtic head was allied to a stocky commercial figure. Behind
his spectacles his black eyes had a way of scouring and scurrying over
the floor. They were often dreamy and burning. He waddled slightly, or
rather confided himself first to one muscular little calf, then to the
other.
Tarr had come to talk to him about Bertha.
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