“In that case, if you took plenty of exercise,” Lowndes undulated himself
as though for the passage of the large bubbles of chuckle, “I should
think that German women would suit you very well!”
Tarr rose.
“I wish I hadn’t come to see you, Lowndes. Your answer is disappointing.”
Lowndes got up, disturbed at Tarr’s sign of departure.
“I’m sorry. But I’m not an authority.” He leant against the fireplace to
arrest Tarr’s withdrawal for a minute or two. “Are you doing much work?”
“I? No.”
“Are you ever in in the afternoons? I should like to come round some day⸺”
“I’m just moving into a new studio.”
Lowndes looked suddenly at his watch, with calculated, ape-like
impulsiveness.
“Where are you having lunch? I thought of going down to Lejeune’s to see
if I could come across a beggar of the name of Kreisler. He could tell
you much more about German women than I can. He’s a German. Come along,
won’t you? Are you doing anything?”
“No, I know quite enough Germans. Besides, I must go somewhere—I can’t
have lunch just yet. Good-bye. Thank you for your opinion.”
“Don’t mention it,” Lowndes said softly, his head turned obliquely to his
shoulder, as though he had a stiff neck, and balancing on his calves.
He was rather wounded, or brusque, by the brevity of Tarr’s visit. His
“morning” had not received enough respect. It had been treated, in fact,
cavalierly. His “work” had not been directly mentioned.
When Tarr got outside, he stood on the narrow pavement, looking into a
shop window. It was a florist’s and contained a great variety of flowers.
He was surprised to find that he did not know a single flower by name.
He hung on in front of this shop before pushing off, as a swimmer does
to a rock, waving his legs. Then he got back into the street from which
his visit to Lowndes had deflected him. He let himself drift down it. He
still had some way to go before he need decide between the Rue Martine
(where Bertha lived) and the Rue Lhomond.
He had not found resolution in his talks. That already existed, the fruit
of various other conversations on his matrimonial position—held with the
victim, Fräulein Lunken, herself.
Not to go near Bertha was the negative programme for that particular day.
To keep away was seldom easy. But ever since his conversation at the
Berne he had been conscious of the absurd easiness of doing so, if he
wished. He had not the least inclination to go to the Rue Martine!—This
sensation was so grateful that its object shared in its effect. He
determined to go and see her. He wanted to enjoy his present feeling of
indifference. Where best to enjoy it was no doubt where she was.
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