Tarr stopped at a dairy. He bought saladed potatoes, a _petit suisse_.
The coolness, as he entered, felt eerie. The dairyman, in blue-striped
smock and black cap, peaked and cylindrical, came out of an inner room.
Through its glasses several women were visible, busy at a meal. This
man’s isolation from the heat and mood of the world outside, impressed
his customer as he came forward with a truculent “Monsieur!” Tarr,
while his things were done up, watched the women. The discreet voices,
severe reserve of keen business preoccupations, showed the usual Paris
_commerçante_. The white, black, and slate-grey of dresses, extreme
neatness, silent felt over-slippers, make their commercial devotions
rather conventual. With this purchase—followed by one of strawberries at
a fruiterer’s opposite—his destination was no longer doubtful.
He was going to Bertha’s to eat his lunch. Hence the double quantity of
saladed potatoes. He skirted the railings of the Luxembourg Gardens for
fifteen yards. Crossing the road, he entered the Rue Martine, a bald
expanse of uniformly coloured rosy-grey pavement, plaster, and shutter. A
large iron gate led into a short avenue of trees. At its end Bertha lived
in a three-story house.
The leaden brilliant green of spring foliage hung above him, ticketing
innumerably the trees, sultry smoke volumes from factories in Fairyland.
Its novelty, fresh yet dead, had the effectiveness of an unnecessary
mirage. The charm of habit and monotony he had come to affront seemed to
have coloured, chemically, these approaches to its home.
He found Bertha’s eye fixed on him with a sort of humorous indifferent
query from the window. He smiled, thinking what would be the veritable
answer! On finding himself in the presence of the object of his erudite
discussion, he felt he had got the focus wrong. This familiar life, with
its ironical eye, mocked at him too. It was aware of the subject of
his late conversation. The twin of the shrewd feeling embodied in the
observation, “One can never escape from oneself,” appeared.
This ironical unsurprised eye at the window, so vaguely apropos, offended
him. It seemed to be making fun of the swaggering indifference he was
bringing to bask in the presence of its object. He became slightly
truculent.
“Have you had lunch yet, my dear?” he asked, as she opened the door to
him. “I’ve brought you some strawberries.”
“I didn’t expect _you_, Sorbet. No, I’ve not had lunch. I was just going
to get it.” (Sorbet, or in English, Sherbert, was his _nom d’amour_, a
perversion of his name, Sorbert).
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