Closing the door quietly, with a petty carefulness, he crossed the
passage, belittled and guilty. He did not wish to escape this feeling.
It would be better to enhance it. For a moment it occurred to him to go
back and offer marriage. It was about all he had to offer. He was ashamed
of his only gift! But he did not stop, he opened the front door and went
downstairs. Something raw and uncertain he seemed to have built up in the
room he had left. How long would it hold together? Again he was acting in
secret, his errand and intentions kept to himself. Something followed him
like a restless dog.
PART II
DOOMED, EVIDENTLY. THE “FRAC”
CHAPTER I
From his window in the neighbouring boulevard Kreisler’s eye was fixed
blankly on a spot thirty feet above the scene of the Hobson-Tarr
dialogue. He was shaving himself, one eye fixed on Paris. It beat on
this wall of Paris drearily. Had it been endowed with properties of
illumination and been directed there earlier in the day, it would have
served as a desolate halo for Tarr’s ratiocination. For several days
Kreisler’s watch had been in the Mont de Piété. Until some clock struck
he was in total ignorance of the time of day.
The late spring sunshine flooded, like a bursted tepid star, the pink
boulevard. The people beneath crawled like wounded insects of cloth. A
two-story house terminating the Boulevard Pfeiffer covered the lower part
of the Café Berne.
Kreisler’s room looked like some funeral vault. Shallow, ill-lighted,
and extensive, it was placarded with nude and archaic images, painted on
strips of canvas fixed to the wall with drawing-pins. Imagining yourself
in some Asiatic dwelling of the dead, with the portraits of the deceased
covering the holes in which they had respectively been thrust, you would,
following your fancy, have turned to Kreisler seeking to see in him some
devout recluse who had taken up his quarters there.
Kreisler was in a sense a recluse (although almost certainly the fancy
would have gasped and fallen at his contact). But cafés were the
luminous caverns where he could be said, most generally, to dwell; with,
nevertheless, very little opening of the lips and much _recueillement_ or
meditation; therefore not unworthy of some rank among the inferior and
less fervent solitudes.
A bed like an overturned cupboard, dark, and with a red billow of cloth
and feathers covering it entirely; a tesselated floor of dark red tile;
a little rug, made with paint, carpet, cardboard, and horse-hair, to
represent a leopard—these, with chair, washstand, easel, and several
weeks’ of slowly drifting and shifting garbage, completed its contents.
Kreisler flicked the lather on to a crumpled newspaper, with an
irresponsible gesture. Each time his razor was raised he looked at
himself with a peering vacancy. His face had long become a piece of
troublesome meat. Life did not each day deposit an untidiness that could
be whisked off by a Gillette blade, as Nature did its stubble.
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