He had felt a raw twinge of anger as he had opened the door, looking down
at the first boards of his room. A half an hour before, on waking, he
had sat up in bed and gazed at the crevice at its foot where a letter,
thrust underneath by the concierge, usually lay. He had stared as though
it had been a shock to find nothing. That little square of rich bright
white paper was what he had counted on night to give him—that he had
expected to find on waking, as though it were a secretion of those long
hours. It made him feel that there had been no night—long, fecund, rich
in surprises—but merely a barren moment of sleep. A stale and garish
continuation of yesterday, no fresh day at all, had dawned. The chill and
phlegmatic appearance of his room annoyed him. It was its inhospitable
character that repelled the envelope pregnant with revolutionary joy
and serried German marks. Its dead unchangeableness must preclude all
innovation. This spell of monotony on his life he could not break. The
room cut him off from the world. He gazed around as a man may eye a wife
whom he suspects of intercepting his correspondence. There was no reason
why the letter with his monthly remittance should have come on that
particular morning, already eight days overdue.
“If I had a father like yours!” said Suzanne in menacing, humorous
sing-song, eyes bulging and head nodding. At this vista of perpetual
blackmail she fell into a reverie.
“Never get your father off on your fiancée, Suzanne!” Kreisler advised in
reply.
“Comment?” Suzanne did not understand, and pulled a sour face.
“I had a fiancée.”
“Oui. Très bien. Tu t’es brouillé avec elle?”
“I have quarrelled with her; yes. She married my father. Or I married
her, I may say, to my father. That was a mistake.”
“I believe you! That, as you say, was careless! You don’t get on well
with her?”
“I never see her.”
“You never go home?”
Kreisler was too proud to reply to Suzanne very often. He marched on,
staring severely ahead.
“How long ago is it that you—how long have you had that stepmother?”
“My father married four years ago.”
“Married your—girl⸺?”
“That’s it.”
“And that’s why you have trouble? She makes the trouble. She is at the
bottom of the trouble? Ah! You never told me that. Now I understand why.
What’s she like? Is she nice?”
“Not bad.”
They got near the Berne.
“Let’s have a cup of coffee,” Kreisler said.
Suzanne sat down—with the hiding of her red hands, her guilty lofty
silence, eyebrows raised as though with a slimy pescine enamel, inducing
an impression of nefarious hurry and impermanence. Kreisler was sour and
full of himself. His bag looked as though it should hold the properties
or merchandise of some illicit trade or amusement.
Suzanne seemed to triumph at this information.
She pressed and pressed in breathless undertone, fascinated by something.
Family dramas, of all dramas, she had the expertest interest in.
“You remember the time I had to send three letters to the old devil⸺?”
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