In Paris Ernst Volker had found himself. It seemed especially constructed
for him, such a wonderful, large, polite institution. No one looked at
him because he was small. For money in Paris represented delicate things,
in Germany chiefly gross ones. His money lent him more stature than
anything else could, and in a much more dignified and subtle way than
elsewhere. His talent benefited for the first time by his money. Heavy
temperament, primitive talent, had their big place, but money had at last
come into its own and got into the spiritual sphere. A very sensible and
soothing spirit reigned in this seat of intelligence. A very great number
of sensible, well-dressed figures perambulated all over these suave
acres. Large tribes of “types” prosecuted their primitive enthusiasms in
certain cafés, unannoyed by either the populace or the differently minded
élite. The old romantic values he was used to in his Fatherland were
all deeply modified. Money—that is luck and its power—was the genius of
the new world. American clothes were adapted for the finer needs of the
Western European.
On the evening following Kreisler’s arrival Volker had an engagement.
The morning after that Kreisler turned up at half-past twelve. Volker
was painting Fräulein Bodenaar. She was very smartly dressed, in a tight
German way. He displayed a disinclination to make Kreisler and his
sitter acquainted. He was a little confused. They arranged to meet at
dinner-time. He was going to lunch with Fräulein Bodenaar.
Kreisler the night before had spent a good deal of money in the German
paradise beyond the river. Volker understood by the particular insistent
blankness of Kreisler’s eye that money was needed. He was familiar with
this look. Kreisler owed him fifteen hundred marks. He had at first made
an effort to pay back Volker money borrowed, when his allowance arrived.
But in Rome, and earlier for a short time in Münich, his friend’s money
was not of so much value as it was at present. Ernst waived repayment
in an eager, sentimental way. The debt grew. Kreisler had felt keenly
the financial void caused by Volker’s going off to Paris. He had not
formulated to himself the real reason of his following Volker. Nor had he
taken the trouble to repudiate it. He was now in the position of a man
separated for some months from his wife. He was in a luxurious hurry to
see once more the colour of Volker’s gold.
Kreisler was very touchy about money, like many borrowers. He sponged
with discrimination. He had not for some time required to sponge at all,
as Volker amply met his needs. So he had got rather out of practice.
He found this reopening of his account with little friend Ernst a most
delicate business. It was worse than tackling a stranger. He realized
there might be a modification of Volker’s readiness to lend. He therefore
determined to ask for a sum in advance of actual needs, and by boldness
at once re-establish continuity.
After dinner he said:
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