Tarry thou till I come; or, Salathiel, the wandering Jew.Croly, George
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Tarry thou till I come; or, Salathiel, the wandering Jew.
Croly, George
Wandering Jew -- Fiction
The history of my country was most frequent on my mind. I imagined myself
the great King of Babylon. From the superb architecture of those palaces,
in which Nebuchadnezzar forgot that he was but a man, I issued my
mandates to a hundred monarchs. I saw the satraps of the East bow their
jeweled necks before my throne. I rode at the head of countless armies,
lord of Asia, and prospective conqueror of all the realms that saw the
sun. In the swellings of my haughty soul I exclaimed, like him, “Is not
this the great Babylon that I have built?” and like him, in the very
uttering of the words I was cast out, humbled to the grass of the field,
hideous, brutal, and wretched.…
I was Belshazzar. I sat in the halls of glory. I heard the harps of
minstrels, the voices of singing men and women. The banquet was before
me; I was surrounded by the trophies of irresistible conquest. Beauty,
flattery, splendor, the delight of the senses, the keener feast of
vanity, the rich anticipation of triumph measureless and endless, made
me all but a god. I put the profaned cup of the Temple to my lips.
Thunder pealed; the serene sky, the only canopy worthy of my banquet and
my throne, was sheeted over with lightning. I swallowed the wine—it was
poison and fire in my veins. The gigantic hand came forth and wrote upon
the wall.…
The moon, that ancient mistress of the diseased mind, strongly exerted
her spells on mine. I loved her light, but it was only when it mingled
softly with the shadows of the forest and the landscape. I welcomed
her return from darkness as the coming of some guardian genius to shed
at once beauty and healing on its path. Darkness was to me a source
of terror; daylight overwhelmed me, but the gentle splendor of the
crescent had a dewy and refreshing influence on my faculties. I exposed
my feverish forehead to her beams, as if to bathe it in celestial balm.
I felt in her gradual increase, an increase of power to soothe and
console. This indulgence grew into a kind of visionary passion. I saw
in the crescent, as it sailed up the ether, a galley crowded with forms
of surpassing loveliness, faces that bent down and smiled upon me, and
hands that showered treasures, to be collected by mine alone. But excess
even of her light always disturbed me. From the full splendor of the moon
there was no escape; the rays smote upon me with merciless infliction; I
fled to the woods as a hunted deer; a thousand shafts of light penetrated
the shade. I hid myself in the depths of my chamber; flames of lambent
silver, curling and darting in forms innumerable, shot round my couch.
Upon the inequalities of the ground, or the waves of the fountain and the
river, serpents of the most inimitable luster, yet of the most deadly
poison, coiled and sprang after me with a rapidity that mocked human
feet. If I dared to glance upward, I beheld a menacing visage distending
to an immeasurable magnitude, and ready to pour down wrath; or an orb
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