Tarry thou till I come; or, Salathiel, the wandering Jew.Croly, George
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Tarry thou till I come; or, Salathiel, the wandering Jew.
Croly, George
Wandering Jew -- Fiction
with its mountains and oceans swinging loose through the heaven and
rolling down upon my solitary brow.
[Sidenote: The Hours of Terror]
But those were my hours of comparative happiness. I had visions of
unspeakable terror; flights through regions of space, that left earth
and the sun incalculable millions of miles behind; flights ceaseless,
hopeless—still hurrying onward with more than winged speed through
infinite worlds, and still enduring; the heart sickening and withering
with a consciousness of being swept beyond the bounds of living things,
and of being doomed to this forever.
Those trials changed into every shape of desperation.
[Sidenote: The Increase of Gloom]
… I was driven out to sea in a bark that let in every wave. I struggled
to reach the land; I tore my sinews with toil; I saw the trees, the
shore, the hills, sink in slow, yet sure succession; I felt in the hands
of an invisible power, bent on my undoing. The storm subsided, the
sun shone, the ocean was without a surge. Still I struggled; with the
strength of despair I toiled to regain the land—to retard the viewless
force that was perpetually urging me further from existence. I began to
suffer thirst and hunger. They grew to pain, to torture, to madness. I
felt as if molten lead were poured down my throat. I put my arm to my
mouth, and shuddering, quenched my thirst in my own veins. It returned
instantly with a more fiery sting. There was nothing in the elements to
give me hope—to draw off thought from my own fate—to deaden the venomed
sensibilities that quivered through every fiber. The wind slept; the
sky was cloudless; the sea smooth as glass; not a distant sail, not a
wandering bird, not a springing fish, not even a floating weed, broke
the terrible monotony. The sun did not pass down the horizon. All above
me was unvaried, motionless sky; all around me, unvaried, motionless
ocean. I alone moved—still urged further from the chance of life; still
undergoing new accessions of agony that made the past trivial. I tasted
the water beside me; it added fire to fire. I convulsively darted out my
withered hands, as if they could have drawn down the rain or grasped the
dew. I withered piecemeal, yet with a continuing consciousness in every
fragment of my frame!
[Sidenote: Changes of the Imagination]
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