Tempest-Driven: A Romance (Vol. 1 of 3)Dowling, Richard
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Tempest-Driven: A Romance (Vol. 1 of 3)
Dowling, Richard
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"I have known Mr. Thomas Blake for many years. We were once secretly
engaged to be married, but my father broke the matter off, and I
married Mr. Davenport, who was much older than I--twenty-five or
twenty-six years older. When Mr. Blake was a very young man he met
Mr. Davenport abroad, so my late husband told me. It was Mr. Blake
introduced my late husband to me. At that time Mr. Blake and I were
secretly engaged. After this engagement was known to my father and
broken off by him, as far as his forbidding me to see Mr. Blake, I
still communicated with Mr. Blake and received letters from him.
These were surreptitious communications.
"Mr. Davenport then proposed to me and I refused him. Shortly after
this I received a letter from Mr. Blake, saying there was no use in
our continuing to hope we should one day be married, as neither of us
had any money or the chance of getting any, and consequently we ought
to make up our minds to resign ourselves to fate. Shortly after this
Mr. Davenport proposed to me again and I accepted him. We were
married a few months later, and have most of the time since then
resided at Mr. Davenport's place near Kilcash, in the county of
Waterford.
"The terms upon which Mr. Blake gave me up will be told you by
himself. I had nothing to do with that bargain. After an absence of a
little time from Ireland, Mr. Blake came back and stayed occasionally
in Kilcash, close to which my husband's house was. I saw little of
Mr. Blake. My husband met him now and then. In those days I believe
Mr. Blake gave me up solely for the reason mentioned in the letter of
which I have spoken. Subsequently I found out other considerations
had been working in Mr. Blake's mind.
"My marriage with Mr. Davenport was not a love-match. A variety of
reasons urged me into marrying him. Among these reasons I cannot
count love. I have diligently, conscientiously done my duty by him
for ten years. I never pretended or professed to love him. I
respected his moral code, but his social and intellectual faculties
did not impress, did not interest me, and certainly did not gain my
esteem. We lived in peace and comfort. He never once quarrelled with
me--I never with him.
"I said I had a reason for not going down immediately after Mr. Blake
left the house the other night. My reason was that generally after a
visit from Mr. Blake, Mr. Davenport was unpleasantly excited with, as
I even then thought, a lingering feeling of jealousy. At such times
he never said anything harsh or unpleasant of Mr. Blake or of myself,
but he was certain to become feverishly angry with some one or other;
and believing that after such a journey, and with so bad a cough, it
would be injurious to him to excite himself unduly, I kept back
awhile.
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