Jewish fiction; Jews -- Fiction; Pinski, David, 1872-1959 -- Translations into English; Short stories, Jewish
And now Rabbi Mayer raised his voice and said, “No, not with
intimidation would I banish the doubts you feel concerning my wife
Beruriah. For after all, you will take refuge deep in your hearts,
and admonish your thoughts never to dare rise to your lips. You will
tell yourselves that you are right, but that because you did not wish
to lose me, you pretended to be convinced. I wish, however, that all
doubts truly cease,—that they be driven from your hearts and that
your souls be cleansed of them.”
The disciples sat still, as if considering how this might come to
pass, and one among them who was not over careful, blurted out, “If
_you_ will cease to doubt, so will we, too.”
At first Rabbi Mayer’s face grew fiery red, but he uttered not
a word, as if to refrain from speaking in great anger. Then his
countenance turned ghastly pale, sunken and wan from surging,
volcanic wrath. Then he spoke:
“Woe unto him whose thoughts are those of a fool, but greater woe
still if he master not his lips. Did you then doubt, at first,
because _I_ doubted? Who of you will dare to rise and say that Rabbi
Mayer doubted his wife Beruriah? But those doubts which you could
not conceal within yourselves, and had to drool out and pour into
others’ ears, even as venomous snakes, have become like the source of
a plague, spreading pestilence to right and to left, near and afar.
Even I have caught the contagion of your doubt, and, as you speak,
so speak I now myself. ‘Perhaps Beruriah is true to me because no
tempter ever sought her ear.’”
Those of the disciples who had been first to sow the seed of doubt
wished to lift their heads in triumph, but they refrained, content
to smile within their hearts, and barely able to keep the smile from
prancing to their lips. But the wise Rabbi Mayer had noticed the
spark of triumph that had flashed in their eyes, and thundered forth
in tones that scattered terror:
“Never have I entertained doubt of my wife Beruriah. Nor has the
slightest suspicion assailed me as to the purity of her heart. But
your evil venom has corroded my being, and the stench of your words
has grown foul thoughts within me. Now I tell myself, ‘The apple is
wondrous fair, but who can say what passes in its heart?’ This have
you wrought with the poison of your doubts: that Rabbi Mayer should
feel uncertainty as to the virtue of Beruriah, his wife. Shall I not
drive you from me with rods and curses? But no. I have determined
otherwise. What does one do to learn whether the beautiful apple be
sound at the core? He cuts it open. I, too, will cut open, will
peer into, Beruriah’s heart; I will test her soul. And hear, now,
what I have resolved upon: For thirty days I will not appear to her
in Tiberias,—and thirty days, I believe, will be enough to test the
power of a woman’s virtue, when her husband is absent from her. And
you—choose from among you one who shall take it upon himself to be
her tempter—.”
IV
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