England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction; Siblings -- Fiction
He had, not unnaturally, been jealous of me ever since his sister began
to care more for me than she did for him. I think most brothers--and
especially most twin-brothers--would have felt the same in the
circumstances; and I, for one, did not blame him as I--in my turn--was
jealous of him. But with most brothers it would have stopped there:
few would have taken the awful responsibility of endeavouring to come
between their married sisters and those sisters' husbands. But that
was where Frank Wildacre differed from the ordinary run of mortals;
that was where the elfin strain in him came in. His utter lack of any
sense of responsibility, and his absolute disregard of consequences,
sometimes seemed to me hardly human: just as his husky, girlish voice
and his delicate complexion made it impossible to realise that he was
now less of a boy than of a man, and therefore ought to think as a man,
and to put away childish things. He must have known--for he was no
longer a child, although he behaved as such--that a permanent
estrangement between Fay and myself could only end in misery for her,
and therefore, indirectly, for him. For my feelings in the matter I
did not expect him to show any regard; although I had been sincerely
attached to and attracted by him, I had sufficient acuteness to
perceive that he had no real affection for me, or indeed for anybody
except himself--unless, perhaps, for his sister; and his love for her
was entirely a selfish love. I do not believe he cared an atom about
her happiness, except in so far as it ministered to his own: but I
should have credited him with sufficient sense to realise that Fay's
marriage was, on the whole, a good thing for him as well as for her
from a worldly point of view: and Frank was certainly not accustomed to
look at anything from an altruistic standpoint.
Had his jealousy goaded him to oppose Fay's marriage in the first
instance, I could have understood it. But it did not. It was only
when the thing was a _fait accompli_ and my darling's fate was sealed
that--with Puck-like perversity--he set about making her dissatisfied
with it.
Herein he was--as might have been expected--the exact opposite of
Annabel. Before I had asked Fay to marry me, my sister tried her
utmost to dissuade me from so doing: but when once we were married, she
did all in her power--even to the point of nearly quarrelling with
me--to prevent us from drifting apart. But then there was nothing
impish or Puck-like about Annabel.
I admit that I watched Frank's veiled antagonism to myself with
increasing uneasiness. I realised the strength of the call of kinship
too fully to be able to defy its influence: and as I gradually came to
understand that this influence was hostile to my life's happiness, I
trembled at what suffering might be in store for myself, and for Fay
who was dearer to me than myself.
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