England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction; Siblings -- Fiction
I knelt down beside the rocking-chair, and laid my hands upon the
little form lying on the mother's lap, at the same time lifting up my
whole soul in prayer. And straightway the answer came--as in my heart
of hearts I had known it would come. Like a mighty electrical force
the healing power rushed through me to the child. I could feel it in
every vein and every fibre of my body. And at the same time my
consciousness of the Presence of Christ was so acute that it was almost
as if I actually saw and heard and felt Him close beside me.
Whilst I prayed the moaning of the child ceased, and its laboured
breathing grew gradually soft and easy: and when I rose from my knees
and looked at it, I knew that it would live.
The poor mother clung to my hand, and wept tears of gratitude. But I
told her--as I always made a point of telling those whom I was
permitted to help--that her thanksgivings were not due to me, but to
Another Whose messenger for the time I was allowed to be: and then I
hurried back through the village to the Church, there to render thanks,
with the rest of the congregation at the office of Matins, for the
blessings that had (in my case so wonderfully) been vouchsafed to me.
When I returned home after the morning service, I found Frank dressed
and downstairs: but it was not until lunch was over and we had settled
down in our usual places--he on the Chesterfield on one side of the
hall fire, and I in my easy-chair on the other--that I found an
opportunity of telling him, without fear of interruption, of the
marvellous thing that had happened to me.
"Frank, my boy, I have something to say to you," I began.
"Yes, Reggie, what is it?"
"To me it is so wonderful that I find difficulty in putting it into
words. But though I may be slow to speak, you are always swift to
hear, so I dare say you will understand in spite of my blundering way
of telling it."
"Fire away," said Frank encouragingly. "I shall catch on right enough,
never fear."
"Well, first and foremost, I want you to know that I have forgiven you
completely for any share that you may have had in helping Fay to leave
me."
Frank gave a little cry of joy. "Oh, Reggie, how splendid of you!" he
began.
But I lifted up my hand to stop him. "Wait a bit, my boy. Please hear
all I have got to say before you cut in. I was going to tell you that
I forgave you freely because I had found that there was nothing to
forgive. It sounds rather Irish, I know: but I think you will
understand that we are obliged to forgive people when we think they
have injured us, even when we find they haven't really injured us at
all. I mean we are bound to get back into love and charity with them,
whether the lapse from love and charity was their fault or ours."
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