England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction; Siblings -- Fiction
Frank nodded his head in the way that reminded me so of Fay. "I know
exactly what you are driving at. When we quarrel with anybody we've
got to bury the hatchet before we can be happy or good again: and the
original ownership of the hatchet has no effect whatever upon the
importance of the funeral."
"Precisely so. I'd got to forgive you whether you'd done anything
needing forgiveness or not: because I believed you had, and acted
according to that belief. Therefore it was imperative upon me to root
the bitterness towards you out of my heart: the fact that the
bitterness to a great extent was undeserved, did not altogether rob it
of its flavour. Well, then, that is the first thing: I want you to
know that at last I am at peace with you after nearly three years of
hot anger against you: whether you in any way deserved that anger, is
your affair not mine."
Here Frank's enforced silence broke down. "I didn't deserve it as much
as you thought, but I did deserve it a bit. I never tried to set Fay
against you: but when I saw she was set against you, I induced her to
cut and run, instead of using my influence to make her see things in a
different light, and to bring you and her together again. After all is
said and done, you were her husband: and when I saw the bond between
you was loosening I ought to have helped to tie it tight again instead
of undoing it altogether. Let's try to be just all round!"
"I am trying to be just," I replied: "and therefore I admit that though
I myself was the principal culprit, you were not altogether free from
blame."
"No, I wasn't. Neither was Fay, when you come to that, though I know
you won't let me say so."
"Certainly I won't: so don't try it on. Let us pass on to the next
thing. And that is that as I have forgiven you, so God has forgiven
me, and has restored to me my power of healing."
"Oh, Reggie, is that really true? I minded that more than anything!"
Frank's voice was hoarse with emotion and his language was confused:
but I understood him right enough.
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