The constant apprehension of very great evil--_suspense_--is a state
almost as terrible and insupportable, especially to those of lively
susceptibilities, as that produced by the infliction of the evil. Every
morning when Aubrey left home, he dreaded to think of what might happen
before his return; and when he quitted the Temple, he experienced a
sinking of the heart, when he thought of what might have transpired in
his absence. In fact, they all of them felt like those whom the ominous
silence and repose of surrounding nature--a portentous calm and gloom
overhead--fill with trembling apprehension of the coming storm. Their
fears are quickened by the occasional falling of large spreading drops
of rain through the sultry sky, not a breath of air stirring. Upward is
oft turned the pale cheek and apprehensive eye towards the black
accumulating clouds, from which may soon flame the destructive
lightning--what, in such a case, is there to rely upon, but the mercy of
Him around whose throne are clouds and darkness, and the whirlwind and
tempest His ordering?
The little family were sitting one morning at their usual early and
simple breakfast, and Mr. Aubrey was reading aloud, for his wife and
sister's suggestions, a second article which he had commenced
over-night, designed for a recently-established Review--having, some
fortnight before, sent off his first effort, about which, however, he
had as yet heard nothing; and Kate was playfully patting his cheek, and
telling him that, for all he might say to the contrary, a particular
expression was not, in her opinion, "_elegant English!_"
"It _is_, you pert puss," insisted Aubrey, with a good-natured laugh;
and then, turning to Mrs. Aubrey, "What do _you_ say, Agnes?"
"Oh--why--I really like it very much as it is."
"I sha'n't alter it," said Aubrey, laughing.
"Then I'll alter it when you're gone," quoth Kate, jauntily, and
bringing her beautiful laughing face so near his own, with a kind of air
of defiance, that he kissed her forehead, and said it should be as she
chose.
Just then a knock at the door announced a visitor, who proved to be Mr.
Runnington. Why it was they hardly knew; but they all slightly changed
color. He had called so early, he said, to insure seeing Mr. Aubrey
before he went to the Temple; and, though he had been shown into the
study, Mr. Aubrey insisted on his joining the breakfast-table.
"We've very plain fare for you, however," said he, as Mr. Runnington
yielded to his wishes.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account