"Come, Kate--my own sweet, good Kate!" said he, cheerfully, laying his
hand upon hers, "we must keep constant guard against our _feelings_.
They will be ever arraying before our eyes the past--the dear,
delightful past--happy and beautiful, in mournful contrast with the
present, and stirring up, every moment, a thousand secret and tender
associations, calculated to shake our constancy. Whenever our eyes _do_
turn to the past, let it be with humble gratitude to God for having
allowed us all, in this changing world, so long an interval of
happiness; such, indeed, as falls to the lot of few. _What! shall we
receive good at the hand of God, and shall we not receive evil?_"
"My own Charles!" exclaimed Mrs. Aubrey, rising and throwing her arms
round her husband, whose countenance was calm and serene, as was the
tone of the sentiments he expressed solemn and elevated. Miss Aubrey was
overcome with her stronger feelings, and buried her face in her
handkerchief. Shortly afterwards the carriage drew up, and Dr. Tatham
also made his appearance on horseback.
"Good-morning! good-morning, my friends," cried he, cheerfully, as he
entered, holding forth both his hands; "you can't think how fresh and
pleasant the air is! The country for me, at all times of the year! I
hate towns! Did you sleep well? I slept like a top all night long;--no,
I didn't either, by the way. Come, come, ladies! On with your bonnets
and shawls!" Thus rattled on worthy little Dr. Tatham, in order to
prevent anything being said which might disturb those whom he came to
see, or cause his own highly-charged feelings to give way. The sight of
Mrs. and Miss Aubrey, however, who greeted him in silence as they
hastily drew on their bonnets and shawls, overcame his ill-sustained
gayety; and before he could bustle back, as he presently did, to the
street door, his eyes were obstructed with tears, and he wrung the hand
of Mr. Aubrey, who stood beside him, with convulsive energy. They soon
set off, and at a rapid pace, Dr. Tatham riding along beside the
carriage. Yatton was about twelve miles off. For the first few miles
they preserved a tolerable show of cheerfulness; but as they perceived
themselves nearing Yatton, it became plainly more and more of an effort
for any of them to speak. Dr. Tatham, also, talked to them seldomer
through the windows. At one time he dropped considerably behind; at
another, he rode as much ahead.
"Oh, Charles, don't you dread to see Yatton?" said Miss Aubrey,
suddenly, as they turned a familiar corner of the road. Neither Mr. nor
Mrs. Aubrey answered her.
"When you come to the village," said Mr. Aubrey presently, to the
postilion, "drive through it, right up to the Hall, as quickly as you
can." He was obeyed. As they passed rapidly along with their windows up,
none of the wretched party seemed disposed to look through, but leaned
back, in silence, in their seats.
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