Hereupon he felt greatly consoled, and perfectly secure against being
exposed to Tuft, as Tuft had been exposed to him. Yet he was mistaken.
How can the reader forgive Lady Cecilia for her double breach of
promise, when he is informed, that only a day or two afterwards, Tuft
and she being thrown together, partly out of pity to her rejected and
bitterly mortified suitor, partly from an impulse of womanly vanity, and
partly from a sort of glimpse of even-handed justice requiring such a
step, as a kind of reparation to Tuft for her exposure of him to the
marquis--she ("in the strictest confidence," however) informed him that
his example had been followed by the marquis; utterly forgetful of that
excellent maxim, "begin nothing of which you have not well considered
the end." It had not occurred to her Ladyship as being a thing almost
certain to ensue upon her breach of faith, that Tuft would ask her
whether she had violated _his_ confidence. He did so: she blushed
scarlet--and though, like her august papa, she could have _equivocated_
when she could not have _lied_, here she was in a dilemma from which
nothing but a fib could possibly extricate her; and in a confident tone,
but with a burning cheek, she told a falsehood, and had, moreover, the
pain of being conscious, by Mr. Tuft's look, that he did not believe
her.--Nothing could exceed the comical air of embarrassment of the
marquis and Mr. Tuft, whenever, after this, they were alone together!
How fearful lest--how doubtful whether--each knew as much as the other!
To return, however, to the Earl of Dreddlington, (who was utterly in
ignorance of the marquis and Mr. Tuft's proposals to Lady Cecilia,) the
difficulty which at present harassed his Lordship was, how he could,
without compromising his own dignity, or injuring his darling scheme by
a premature development of his purpose, sound Titmouse upon the subject.
How to break the ice--to broach the affair--was the great problem which
the earl turned over and over again in his mind. Now, be it observed,
that when a muddle-headed man is called upon at length _to act_--however
long beforehand he may have had notice of it--however assured he may
have been of the necessity for eventually taking one course or another,
and consequently, however ample the opportunity had for consideration,
he remains confused and irresolute up to the very _last instant_--when
he acts, after all, merely as the creature of caprice and impulse! 'Twas
thus with Lord Dreddlington. He had thought of half a dozen different
ways of commencing with Titmouse, and decided upon adopting each; yet,
on the arrival of the anxiously looked for moment, he had lost sight of
them all, in his inward fluster and nervousness.
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